Thoughts of a Solemn Soul

Understanding

Why must I ache, oh heart why must you hunger? You virulent vermin! Cease this, you flimsy fool!

Nonsensical, incomprehensible, without meaning. Devoid of reason and logic.

Existing purely out of genetic failure and ancestral envy. For once one said, "maybe..." And thus misery began.

Without care for emotional wellbeing, man travelled endlessly. He sought to gain primal satisfaction. To further the species.

It is the carelessness of my ancestors that drive me here. In this state of bewilderment. The hopelessness of my forefathers...

Thanks to them, I suffer, unwillingly. For to love, as I do, is to hold a lit match on one's palm. To love everything, is to hate oneself.

I do neither... Yet I do all the same.