I don't know what to do anymore.This feeling has been following me again.My Friend Willow is now enemy and now we are in war.I'm tired of this shit today.Mean people people talking shit behind my back and many more thing.As much as I want to talk about I can't.Today its been half good and bad.I was trying to be happy again.But then my thoughts started again I was alone in a corner form the classroom thinking and thinking.I have been keeping my promise I guess that's good some how.I feel like I'm in a room alone with a demon telling to break the promise and I continue fighting.But this demon never leave's me alone I wish it could go away.But the pain stay and my little confidence leaves me.Now its just me a empty and alone with just a soul trying to get her crush to like her but nothing happens.Everyone tell me to ignore them but I can't anymore I don't want to ignore them anymore its painful already and I don't want to deal with it anymore.
