Save me(BTS fanfic)

Part 27

-Suzy's POV-

I wandered around the halls trying to find Britt. But I couldn't find her anywhere. on the other hand I wasn't concentrating on That all. Instead I constantly thought about what Jimin did. How can you just hug someone you don't know? But... It felt good, he seemed like he enjoyed it too. But why would he if he was with Amy and a player to that? I don't get...

"OMG here you are! I looked everywhere for you, are you okay?!?", Britt yelled while rushing to hug me.

"Oh yes I'm fine I, um, just got lost and I couldn't find you." I hope she believes me. Well it's kind of the truth...

"Good! Next time just stick by my side kay?"

"Ne umma!" I saluted but the I thought about it... she didn't know what I meant! *facepalms*

"I meant: yes I'll do that!" I saluted again trying to push away the awkwardness.

At the end of school we walked home and Britt did her homework. I watched tv but was glad I did and didn't have to do homework.

"Ehm Suzy there is a call for you", Britts dad said from the kitchen. that's odd. how did someone get to know their number?

"Hello?" I said, kind of nervous.

It was quiet for about 2 minutes. then suddenly: "ANNYEONGHASEYO MA SWEETIE CUTIE PIE!!!" Yura yelled.

"Aish seriously?! You destroyed my ear!"

"Mianhe. I was just so happy that I finally got your number!" I literally hear her jumping on her bed.

"It's okay. and good that you called! I wanted to ask you something..." now was my chance to find out from where I knew jimin.

"Later kay? first I need to tell you something incredible! you know yesterday in school Jeongguk was totally absent he didn't utter a word and when I asked him something he freaked."

"What's good about that? is he okay?"

"Wait till in done. anyways, he was all angry but the at lunch I asked him what's wrong and he kept saying: 'I should have said goodbye' and I mean it's clear he meant you by that!"

"Gosh Yura breathe!" I scolded her. but the I thought about what she said... does that mean....

"Suzy dinner is ready, come eat!" Britt said.

"listen Yura I gotta go but we will talk later okay?"

"Okay, I miss you so much!"

"Miss you too, ttyl!"

With that I walked into the dining room and we ate.

-Jimins POV-

It was 1 am. I was wandering around, thinking of where to go. Should I go to Amy's? If I did it would probably be like this: Her, all over me, me enjoying it for a few minutes, then getting bored, me stopping kissing her and me leaving after a fight she'll forget in a few minutes. After a short time she would call or text me and she would come over. that's not something I have the energy for right now.

I was so tired and I really had no energy anymore. Our manager was really eager to push us at the moment and I worked really hard, at both singing and dancing. Everything had to be perfect and I was going to practice until it was. And I missed everyone. Especially Jeongguk. He was the member I was the closest to. I don't know why, but it was always like that, starting from our lives as trainees.

After a few minutes I recognized a house and decided to go there. but I didn't ring the bell, I climbed up. she was sleeping. Don't think that I'm a creep I just wanted to surprise her, see how she would react. But then I hear a sound. it sounded like crying. Heavy crying. And something ripping, like when you cut something? as I came closer I heard music playing from her headphones. She was facing the wall so I couldn't see her but I saw what lay on the ground-blood dripped blades, a few of them, all in different sizes. I then stumbled against the table and a glass fell. Suzy turned around, horrified.

-Suzy's POV-

This day was really too much for me. As I sat alone in the room, my min kept getting darker. I then started to cry. I cried for about half an hour before I decided to do it. Whenever something a bit emotional happened I had the need to cut. so I did while listening to music. I found a rhythm and just kept cutting. Sometimes changing my blade. suddenly I heard a shattering sound. I turned around to see jimin standing in the room, obviously shocked. after a few minutes of silence he came closer and took my blade out of my hands.

"What the hell are you doing? why are you hurting yourself?!?!" he became louder but I told him to be quiet.

"Why are you in my room? how did you get in?!" Was what I yelled of hissed.

"It doesn't matter! what matters is what you're doing to yourself!"

"You don't get it, no one does. But please, don't tell anyone."

"How could I not? I mean, you could kill yourself!" I froze. he reminded me of something I wanted to forget... I didn't notice I was shaking and crying that hard until jimin sat on my bed, pulling me in his arms and on his lap. he hugged me tight and I couldn't really move.

"Shhht. I'm sorry Suzy. really sorry. Please stop crying, I beg you." he begged me. I looked up to him.

"Why do you care so much? You don't even know me..." I didn't get it.

"I don't know... But please stop crying, please."

"Thank you for being here jimin, I guess I really needed a hug."

He chuckled. "if you're lucky maybe one day there is gonna be another" he winked at me. I rolled my eyes and he laughed.

"Okay okay I get it. I don't want to but I guess I should go." That reminded me of something. Oh no! Jeongguk! But... I wasn't his girlfriend so why should He be jealous or something. still, I felt as if I was betraying him. I was angry at jimin for some reason now. I let go from him and stood up.

"Yeah, leave please. this was a mistake I shouldn't have hugged you." he then froze.

"I don't care, I don't wanna be your boyfriend or something and I don't really care. It was just manners so don't misunderstand." with that he turned around and jumped out of the window.