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After returning from Colombia I dated an old crush of mine Harvey, we met at a common friend party & from there hit it off but I was not faithful with him because my heart was still latched on Colombia & my mind still occupied with the shit that really went down there. He found out that I've been seeing another guy behind his back & we broke off after hardly three months of dating, then I was single for about 9 months until I met Wilson when I visited New York for my work. He was young & ambitious & a heir to a chain of restaurants around the country so he was well off, we dated for almost 6 months & then he proposed when we went for our first vacation together in Hawaii.

It was surreal he popped the question at our hotel room as it was decorated with roses & candles, it was beautiful & breath taking. I said yes, without a second thought because I was on cloud 9 at that moment but then I met Marissa shortly after my engagement. My brother had never officially introduced her to our family because he was a very busy man & he hardly visit once or twice a year & when he did, all I could think of Colombia because she was a Colombian & she brought back the memories I tried to forget.

That's when things went down hill for me & Wilson, we lost the spark I thought we had or maybe we never had that spark. I was too desperate to bury the past that I rushed into an engagement without even giving it a second thought, within a month of our engagement I called it off because I knew I'd never be happy with him. He was not the guy I wanted in life & I'd never be happy with him, he was pissed & angry at me of course & things went bad because he didn't take my rejection well. He accused me of using him & pinned everything on me, we had a hard time solving our issues until one day it finally cooled down & we were able to talk face to face without wanted to shove the other person under the ground.

I returned the ring he gave me even though he wanted me to keep it because it had no meaning in my life & it was not even the shape or the design I wanted & I didn't want any memory of him in my life. He went back to NY & I totally forgot about him & his dramas because we shared no common friends & I knew I'd never see him again, my brother got married first instead of me & I thought everything will be okay until I met Santiago the night before his wedding & everything got more complicated than it was because there were so many un solved things in my life, that I stringed along.

And now I'm here in Miami for him but I find out he's with Yovanna but he had it in him to let her leave because he knew she never was the one & he never wanted her from the first place & now as she's gone. Instead of everything falling in place it's falling out of place because it's bringing me back to square one once again because I didn't know wtf I should do, even Wilson was here & it freaked me the fuck out & what if Santiago finds out about me & Wilson. I lashed out because of Yovanna & it was nothing at all but Wilson & me had a long history & he happened to be the cousin of the bride.

So any time now people are going to find out about us because I cannot stop Tom from seeing Wilson or his wife might even blurt out Wilson unfortunate wedding plans that never happened & if they found out I'm the girl, what will they even think of me I don't even want to know.

"Get dressed" Julie said as she walked into my room "I don't want to go" I frowned.

"Yovanna is gone, what are you worried about?" she looked at me "Wilson" I mentioned.

"Oh" she muttered.

"Kill me already if I show my face, I'm better dead" I said as I sunk into the sofa.

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