"Do I wanna know, if this feeling flows both ways?" -Arctic Monkeys
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After a few more days in the hospital, the doctors told her she was good to go, but she shouldn't be alone in case something would happen, so Stiles promised to look after her. They had just gotten back to Lydias house, she walked straight upstairs to her room "I'm okay, really." Lydia said trying to convince Stiles, but he knew her too well to believe that "No, you're not"
"Yes I am."
"The last time I heard you say that, Allison had just died, and you were definatly not okay." He said and got slowly closer to Lydia, she looked down at her hands, not sure what she was supposed to say. She wasn't okay, but she also wasn't gonna have Stiles babysit her like a five year old if she told him the truth, so she kept how bad she felt to herself.
There was a long silence, and this time it was definatly the awkward kind, either of them couldn't bring themselves to talk as they sat in Lydia's room until Stiles opened his mouth to talk.
"How do you feel?" Lydia shot him a glance like that was the dumbest question ever, which it kind of was.
"For real?" She asked after a while letting out a breath she didn't know she was holding.
"Yeah, for real."
"I feel like shit"
"Me too" Stiles finally said letting out a deep sigh, Lydia turned to face him, studying him.
"Why? I thought I was the one attact in the woods after finding a dead body" she let out a laugh, only half joking.
"Yeah...I don't know, I guess I kinda blame myself for what happened to you" He said, counting his fingers as he glanced up at her
"It's not your fault" were the last words Lydia said before they fell into a complete silence.
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I know this is the shortest chapter in human history but I have the worst writers block atm so when I get over that I will start updating this fanfic again but for now I'm gonna take a break, sorry
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