My World, is ugly and my world is pretty!
I have thoughts that don't even exsist, only thinking about how others wish me to be and not to be.
It's Been a long time since i've said to my self that "I can do this! This is me and this is beautiful!" i don't have that kinda confidence anymore.
I want to see myself better and improve whom i am... But i keep telling myself that i cannot, that I'm "too fat, too dumb, too young and too dead to do something valuable."
I once had a confidence that could reach the sky! that could make me allmost go drunk by smelling the new cut grass in the aspring and hear the birds sing so annoyingly, in the new born mornig..
But now that I'm rotten and my Works seems emty what to do?
Well i'll Tell you..
