Me and my SIX older BROTHERS!

The one with the unspeakable

Its been two days since Dylan left. I miss him so much and i feel so weird that hes not here with me. we Video chated for a few hours last night and he told me all about how much fun hes having. CC ended up spending the night with me so right now we are making food. "Do you miss dylan?" she asks. "Yeah, but at the same time i think its good that were getting some space from each other." i sa. "Yeah i get that but i dont know how i would live without my boyfriend." she says and we laugh. we finished making food and i felt my stomach start cramping. i put my hand over my belly and sat down. "Okay?" CC asks. "Yeah my stomach just hurts." i say. "ou probably just need to eat." she sasy and we do.

After a few hours my stomch was still hurting so i decided to lay down with a heating pad and put a movie on. CC had to leave to take her little sister to dance practice so i was alone. i decided to watch the notebook. its long and it would take up a lot of my free time. During the movie my phone started ringing. "Hello?" "Hey baby." Dylan says. "Hi what are you doing?" i ask. "I just got back to the apartment with Melissa." he says. "How was your day?" i ask changing the subject. "We just had practice and then we were able to look around for awhile, we went to Williams burg and we just got back." "Im glad you had a good day babe." i say. "I did. What are you doing?" he asks. "CC left a few hours ago so im just watching a movie." i say. "Im gonna be home in a week and a half." he says. "I know im counting the days." i say and i hear him laugh. "I miss you." i say. "I know i miss you too." he says. "Hey i have another call coing in ill call you later okay?" "Sure." i say and he hangs up. Me and Dylan are in different time zones. Where i am its only three but in DC its already six.

I started looking up lawyers and then i found one i could call. "Legal atterney Matthew Johnson can i help you?" a man asks. "h im looking to get emancipated can you help me with that?" i sask. "Thats what i do." he says. "Can you come into my office tomorrow?" "Yes ill be there." I hang up the phone and smile. "This is gonna happen."

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The next day i woke up on the couch and my stomach was still hurting. I brushed it off and i got ready to go see Mr. Johnson. I showered and threw straitened my hair. i put in some nice earnings and a nice outfit. it was a tan and black stripped button up shirt and a pair of black legging. I slipped on my white vans and i walked out the door.

when i got called back to meet with Mr. Johnson he was wearing a blue suit and polished shoes. i knew he could do this for me the minute i saw him. "How can i help you today?" he asks. "I need to get emancipated." i say. "What do your parents do?" he asks "My parents are dead." i say. "I was living with my brother until i got kicked out." "So where are you living?" "With my boyfriend." "Okay so your parents are gone you cant live with family and your with your boyfriend." he asks. "Yes." how long have you been together?" Almost a year." i say. "And you are 15?" "Almost 16." i say. "Look im pretty much emancipated already, i just need it to be legalized." i say. "Alright well from hearing a bit about you i think that a judge would allow it." he says. Ill make some calls and have you go before a judge soon."

"Thank you so much." i say. "Is there anythings else i should know before i present you?" he asks. "Uh like what?" i ask. "Do you drink? Use drugs anything like that?" "No i dont, im pregnant." i say. "Your pregnant? How far along are you?" "13 weeks." i say. "Well congratulations." he says. "Your boyfriend does he work?" "Um no he's in D.C on a football scholarship for awhile." i say. "So how are you paying your bills?" "his mom pays them." i say. "She lives in California." "So your boyfriend is going to need to be emancipated as well?" "No he turns 18 pretty soon so it wouldn't do anything." i say. "Okay Callie well i will cal you and let you know what we do from here." he says and we both stand. he shakes my hand and i leave.

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I walked into the house and saw that the living room was a mess. "Ugh." i started folding blankets and throwing stuff away. when it was all clean i got on my ohone and saw that i had three missed calls from Dylan. i called his muner back but he didnt answer. i got up and made food while i waited for him to call me back. what is he doing? why did he call me so many times? i hope hes okay! as i started to overthing my phone started ringing. i started walking back to the living room to get it but all of the sudden i got a sharp pain in my back an my belly. i gasped and then kept walking. i answered. "He-hello?" i say. "Hey baby sorry i didnt answer." "Its fine." i say. "What are you doing?" i sit down on the couch and put my hand on my side. "me and Melissa just got back from lunch were on our way to practice." he says. "You two go out to lunch together?" i ask. ""Yes, you know Melissa is a human and eats  food." he says. "You know what why dont you go and enjoy the rest of your date with Melissa while i sit at home by myself." i say and hand up.

the pain in my side was getting worse so i decided to put the heating pad back on. I turned on a movie and tried to distract myself but the pain was too much. i called Ashton but he didnt answer so i tried river. 'Hello?" he says. "River! I need your help." i say "Whats wrong?" "I need you to come get me." i say. "And take me to the hospital." "Im on my way." he says and hangs up. I walked over to the kitchen and tried to eat something. once River finally got here he helped me to the car and drove me to the hospital.

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"Hello Callie im doctor Mac im so sorry but i have to tell you. she says. "Due to your cancer, you miscarried your baby. I am so sorry or your loss." she says and walks away. i starred off into space for a second until i felt my phone buzz. i looked down and saw it was a text from Dylan. "Ill call you later we should talk. i love you." i opened mine and rivers texts and told him to come get me. I walked over to the nurses station and no one was there so i took a few pregnancy tests. i walked to the front of the building and saw river pull up to me. i got in and he looked over at me. "Everything okay?" he asks. "Uh yeah." i say and look forward. "Everythings fine." he drove me back to my house and i felt weired. i knew no one was going to want to see me but i needed to see Carson. i walked upstairs and knocked on his door. he opened up and looked at me.

"Hey whats up?" he asks. "I need to talk to you." i say and walk inside. i st on his bed and looked at him. "Cal your scaring me whats going on?" he asks. "I miscarried." i say and look up at him. "What? Like you lost your baby?" he says. i nod my head and look at the ground. "Callie." he says. "Im so sorry." "What if he leaves me?" i ask. "What is Dylan leaves me after he finds out?" "Hey he's not going to do that." he says. "He wouldnt he loves you." "why did this happen?" i ask. "I dont now Cal but were gonna get threw it." he says. "I know." i say and stand up. "Im gonna go." i say and walk out of the room. i walk down stairs and i bump into Drew. "What are you doing here?" he asks. "I just had to talk to Carson." i say and look at him. "Whats wrong? he asks. "What?" "Callie ive known you your whole life i know when theres something wrong." he says. "Im fine." i say. "Okay." he says. "Im gonna go." i say and start walking to the door. "Callie." he says making me turn around. "Yeah." "You should join us for dinner tonight." he says. "We'll see." i say and walk out.

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When i got back to dylan's i went to his room and sat on his bed. i turned off the lights and layed down. i stared at the ceiling though all i saw was black. my phone started ringing and i saw it was Dylans contact "BABYYYY!" "hello?" i say. "Hey baby what are you doing?" he asks. "Just laying down, what are you doing?" i ask. "We just got back from practice and we're about to go out to dinner." he says. "Your going out with her again?" i ask. "Yes to get dinner we have to be up early tomorrow." he says. "Okay well i hope you have fun." i say as my voice cracks. "Babe whats wrong?" he asks. "nothing." i say but he could clearly hear my crying. "Baby." he says. i covered my mouth with my hand and tried to take a deep breath. "Ill call you later." i say. "Baby talk to me." he says. "I got to go." i say. "Baby." i hang up the phone and cried.

my babys dead, my boyfriend with another girl and im by myself. i dont want dylan to leave me.