First I want to say, what I'm writing here is about my personal life and 100% real. (All of my/our stories)
Wednesday 02/2019
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Teacher „Thanks for your presentation you did good but there is missing something. Your attitude. You sound like ,ughh now I have to do this ughh I don't want to' but all in all it was a good talk."
my thoughts: „ok thanks go fuck yourself you don't know anything about me, you don't know how I am or who I am or why I am like this and especially you have no clue what I am thinking so shut the fuck up."
my answer: „I know."
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So here was one really good example which I want to explain now to you.
Let me start from the beginning.
It all began at Kindergarden, where a little boy named Gerald bite me all over my back. Well, of course it hurted like hell cause I was only theee years old, and of course I cried and scremed. But no one heard me because at the same time some other girl was hurt from a bee outside, so everyone were outside. So after few minutes I just stopped crying or defending myself against him. I don't know why, no one knows why.
So this was the moment which changed my life completely in every way possible.
When I got hurt I didn't show that I felt pain, I didn't cry. So of course my parents searched for help and ... they were hopeless about what else to do. I have been to many many psychologists. We tried so many kinds of therapies, but even music therapy didn't work. Oh, and I never talked to anyone except my parent's, grandparents and my friends. I had three kindergarden-besties, and I still do have them. (stand: 2019-03-27)
