Darling I'm All Yours // R. Lupin

XXIX

A/N: Accidently published the unfinished version of this some days ago, sorry!

Solange's P.O.V

"The fuçk do you mean we're over!?" I screeched at him angrily.

"I told you yesterday." He mumbled, looking down in the sand.

"I thought you were joking."

"Well, I wasn't. If this keeps going on I'll loose my job, Solange." Lupin looked me straight in the eye, his voice stern.

"Maybe you could've made that clearer before I sucked your freaking diçk!" I laughed out loud, not believing this was happening.
"I gave you everything, and all you do is throw me away like some used condom."

"It's not like I want to, I have no choice! Do you even know how much I wish you weren't my student and that we'd met somewhere else?"

I scoffed and turned away from him, facing the Black Lake instead.

"You deserve so much better than some old man, I'm not good enough for you."

"You're not old." I stated coldly.

"Older than you." The slight breeze was enough to make me cold as it blew through the thin material of my blouse, making my nipples poke out.

"There's only a few months till schools over, my last year here at Hogwarts, I won't be your student anymore."
My voice shivered. "If it's because you don't like me, it's better to just say instead of coming up with some half assed excuse!"

"After all these years since I lost my best friends there's only been darkness, but then you lit up like a sun breaking through the clouds after a long cold winter." He tried to grab my hand, but I yanked it away. "How could I not like you, darling?"

"Didn't know you were such a poet, Professor." I rolled my eyes sarcastically.

"C'mon, don't Professor me." Lupin groaned, pulling a hand through his hair.

"Well that's what you are, huh? My professor. And if you liked me so much you wouldn't have been ending this, us."

"It's for the best, Solange. I believe we both know that."

"It's not for the best! I need you, for fuçks sake!" I screamed, picking up a stone from the sand and hurling it at the Lake.

The following silence felt like an eternity, the only sound being the ecco from the stone hitting the water with a splash.

Lupin seemed surprised, he even took a step back. "I'm sorry, we can't-"

I shoved passed him, not wanting to listen to his excuses anymore.

*

The next few weeks were miserable, or rather I was miserable. For once Princeton was the one taking care of me, bringing coffee, books and a shoulder to cry on.

Ruby on the other hand had been threatening to kill Lupin after Princeton had told her about us, she even went as far as stealing one of the schools bludgerbats.

Even Belladonna had tried cheering me up, with lots of booze of course.

"It's so silly isn't it? How you let some old man come between you and your lover." Belle slurred, downing the rest of her wine.
Being the queen of rumors and drama, she had easily picked up on mine and Lupins relationship. And, appearantly, known about it for months.

"Dumbledore isn't some old man, he's the greatest wizard of all time and our headmaster." I slurred, sipping on my bottle of rosé. "He could easily beat Lupins arse. Or worse, get him fired."

"Love is worth that risk." Belladonna said as the hopeless romantic she was. 

We sat silent for a while, the clock was about to turn eleven, way past curfew.

"You should go talk to him now!" Belle's sudden outburst took me by surprise.

"That's such a good idea!" Thinking about this later on, I have no idea why I would even concider this being a smart thing to do.
But yet I grabbed my shoes and stumbled my way through his classroom, which was never locked, and knocked on his office door.
I knew he was always up late grading papers.

"What on earth are you doing here?" Was the first thing he said after opening the door, rubbing his bloodshot eyes. "It's way past curfew and if anyone catches you here-"

"I miss you." I pouted, playing with his blue tie. He smiled at me, but his face held a sad expression.

"I miss you too." He breathed out and caressed my cheek with his fingertips. "Even though you reek of alcohol." He chuckled.

"I'm just wearing your perfume." I shoved his shoulder playfully.

"Touché." He grinned and ruffled my hair.

"I love y-" I didn't get to finish my sentence because Remus suddenly pulled his hand away and took a step back.

"You can't."

"I do. And you do too." I locked my eyes with his, he knew it was true and so did I. But still he refused to acknowledge it, so I turned on my heel and walked away.

"Miss Humble, don't you dare walk away from me. We are not done with this conversation." I could tell he was having difficulties keeping up with my fast pace.

"Yes we are, sir!" I stomped through the hallways, earning a few weird glances from the paintings. Lupin still right behind me.

"Why don't you ever listen!" He harshly grabbed my arm, stopping me in my tracks.

"Because you never say what you mean!" I snapped back, trying to get my arm back from his firm hold, with no luck.

He looked at me confused for a moment.

"Alright then, I love you." My professor leaned down and crashed his lips against mine in a heated kiss. His hands rested on my hips, pulling me into his chest, he gently bit my lip before leaving a trail of kisses down my neck till he found my sweet spot.

"Well well well, what do we have here." Lupin was pulled away from me and brutally pushed into the stone wall.

A/N: Its been forever since my last update! I really felt like I'd lost the spark with writing, but now I'm finally back on track.

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