3 weeks before BTS last concert in Seoul.
You sat on the chair RM gave you.
"Thank you i-"
"Why are here again?" RM cut you off before you could even finish.
"I- im just here to visit you, I know you have been working so hard-"
"I told you already! Dont ever comeback here again! Isnt that clear?" RM cut you off again.
"I know! b-but i just want to see you, and make sure you are doing fine"
"Fine, now that you've seen me, go home, I dont want you here" RM said and turn to his computer.
You felt that deep cut inside your heart, its like a bottle of alcohol being poured on your wound, it stings, it hurts, but because its RM and you love him, its ok. You will take it.
You and RM have been a couple since 2016 an on and off couple, Bighit manage to keep you both a secret.
You were inlove with each other and everything feels like its never going to end but it did.
It did when RM started receiving photos of you together from dispatch threatening to reveal both of you, they even posted a hint on twitter and ARMYs are wild about it.
RM started inching away from you everyday, day by day he gets colder and colder and day by day it gets painful and painful.
Until he told you that you both should stop seeing each other, but you didn't listen to him you keep on coming back to their house.
Until now.
"Ok fine, you grumpy old hag" you said joking just to cover up the pain you felt.
You let out a sigh and went near him and kiss his head.
"I love you baby, i'll be back again, I'll just leave this food to Jin"
You went out of his room and went to their living room.
"Y/N hey how have you been?" Jimin asked, you know Jimin can see through you he is your bestfriend after all.
"Im fine, I'll just leave this food here" you smiled.
"Did anyone said food?" Jin said coming out of nowhere.
"Hey, umh can I leave this to you, i heard you have been eating a lot of Ramen lately you should all eat healthier food"
You smiled and you gave the food to Jin.
Jin gave you a hug before you leave.
"Everything will be ok, just hold on to him" he said, you nod and thank him and then you drove off.
You went again the next but again RM shoved you away you are not getting tired being constantly pushed away because you love him no matter how much it hurts.
You were at their rehearsal you gave him water but he didnt take it but Yoongi did.
"Thank you" Yoongi said all sweaty and tired.
"You have been very strong, I salute you, but with this kind of situation i think you need to let him be first, you know, leave and let him miss you" You cant believe what Yoongi said, because you thought he might be right.
Maybe you really should let him be first and let him miss you.
"I'll think about it" you said, Yoongi smiled at you and went back to there rehearsal.
2 weeks before the last concert.
You went back to their dorm and as usual RM is busy.
"Hi" you said.
