Journal

September 15, 2014

I'm just gonna say that this is my journal and not a story. I also am going to say that I am probably like most other people out there. I have personal problems, obsess over celebrities, and have a lot of troubles. But what I'm going to do with them is put them on here. Mostly bcuz I don't want to buy a journal but also bcuz I don't give a crap what other people think about me.

My name is Lexi, I am 13, and I will not tell u where I live. I have 5 brothers and my parents are divorced. I have a stepdad and my dad is getting divorced to my stepmom and I don't really care because I didn't like her anyways.

I have problems, like most people do. I have social anxiety and can't go in front of people or else I can't control my stress and it gets out of control. I also have a touch of OCD. It's not so bad to where I have to count how many times I turn on and off a light switch but where everything has to be perfect. And if I don't get something done then I will stress over it until it does.

I have to take medication for it and go to a shrink but it helps.... I guess. I'm not popular. I don't have a boyfriend and have never had one. I do have friends though. 3 main ones and then like 5 other close ones. The thing about my friends is that i feel like I can't tell them anything. Like they will judge me and shit.

I am also a fan girl. I am in love with Nash Grier. Flat out no if, ands, nor buts. He makes me happy when I'm sad and he is also hot as fuck. Anyways I am one of those girls who sit at the back of the class and don't talk. I am one of those girls who always has there nose in a book or there phone. I am one of those girls who gets bad thoughts on there mind and can't seem to control them. I am one is those girls, and this is my story.