minute by minute / evak

015."I want to show you something "

"Dear diary,

Yesterday i went out to eat with Even, and i realized a lot of stuff. I am really, like seriously in love with him. And it scares me, because everything has happened so fast. I don't know what to do, but i sure know that i have to be there for him.

Dad was packing his things as i got home from school, he didn't even bother to look at me. It was strange that he didn't even yell to mom or anything. And now he's gone, and i have no idea where he went. Maybe it's better this way.

But i'm hyped because it's Friday, and i'm going out today with Even, Elias and Sana. Lets see what happens.

- Isak, 4.9.2016"

I heard a knock on our door, and i ran to open it from my room.

"I'll get it!" I yelled to mom.

I opened the door, and saw Even standing there. He looked as good as always. I felt my heart racing faster than ever when he came closer to me, and gave me a quick kiss.

"Halla." He said and winked.

"Hi", i answered quietly before letting him in.

We walked quickly past our living room where mom was, and i pushed Even from his back to walk even faster.

"Boys!" Mom yelled to us.

I pushed Even to my room and closed the door behind him, before walking back to mom.

"What, mom?" I asked and rolled my eyes.

"Aren't you going to introduce him to me?" She asked and a small smirk climbed onto her face.

"No. You've met him already", i answered with a quiet voice.

"And we are heading out soon, with Sana and Elias. I don't know how long i'll be there." I spoke.

"Sure, just behave." Mom said and gave me a smile before i left the room and walked back to my room.

"Hi", Even said and walked closer to me as i closed the door.

"Hello." I answered.

He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer. I held my breath as he stared at me straight to my eyes.

"It's been a half of month and here we are. What the fuck is going on?" I said and turned my face and eyes away from him.

"I thought the same thing." Even answered and pulled me even closer.

Now our bodys were against each other's. I felt his warmth, and it calmed me down.

I turned my eyes back to him. They wandered from his chest to his beautiful neck, to his lips that i could kiss all day, and finally reached his eyes.
We stood there in silence, and i couldn't resist. I wanted for him to kiss the living hell out of me, so i leaned in and kissed him. It was more passionate than ever had been, and i fell even more in love with him.

If i didn't have broken our kiss, something else would have happened soon. I wouldn't have succeed to keep my hands off of him. Maybe later today i won't.

"We should go." I suggested to him.

Before i would really go insane.

"Good idea." He said and kissed me once more.

I collected my things that i needed, and then we walked out of my room. I'm glad mom was somewhere in the house, so she didn't get to interrupt us.
I opened door and it revealed a beautiful weather. The sun was shining, and it was warm.