RAIN (Hartbig fanfic one-shot)

"HANNAH!"

I could her voice screaming from a distine but no body to claim it. I can't get up. I'm too weak this is all my fault.I can barely keep my eyes open. The roar of thunder is above me and I can't move.

"HANNAH!"

"Gracie?' I say but not loud enough for her to hear me. There is no way I'm getting out of here. If only we didn't get in that stupid fight. If only i didn't leave Grace alone crying. If only that fucking car didn't spin off and hit me.

"HANNAH!"

Now I'm lying on the ground. Who knows how long its been. I don't know. I either want to be left here alone to die or be in Grace's arms. The thunder is roaring even louder. It hurts my ears. My head is killing me and I think my leg is either broke or bleeding out.

Grace was everything I ever wanted. She has a gorgeous face and a beautiful smile. Her laugh was the cutest little thing ever. But the thing I love most about Grace is that she really care about me and was honest to me. She didn't care what others thought about our relationship. And She would actually try and help me and comfort me with my problems.

"HANNAH!"

Yet after what I put her though she still calling for me. After all the times I screamed at her I was fine. After all the times I won't listen to her. After all the times she was right and I refuse to emit it. What was this fight even about? But then I looked at my wrist and remembered.

I was happy for the longest of time. And if I wasn't I didn't show it to a lot of people. Which lead me to inflict it on myself in a very negative way. I wouldn't understand that sometimes the person I was fighting with wasn't angry with me, but was mad at themselves from something they did and took it out on me. I would was think that something was wrong with me and that I was a horrible human being.

I hate how hard I would try to keep a smile on my face and still be happy when there was a bunch of angry people trying to take their problems out on me. I felt worthless and awful. I didn't feel like I was wanted or needed. And as those comments came roaring and roaring I start to believe its myself. This thunder is really hurting my eardrums.

I stopped hurting myself when Grace and I started dating. I didn't show her my scars for along time, until that one night we were cuddlling and I wore a short selve shirt on. Grace made me forget about other people and start caring about myself. She was making me into the person I want to be.

But Tonight was a bad night. I got recently started to come in connect with someone I ues to know. We started hanging out again and had fun times. We hanged out today and thats where it all started. This person wanted me to do something that I was very uncomfortable with and I said no. They went all off on how I never do anything for them, how I was a horrible friend. Anything they could say to make me feel terrible thay said it.

"HANNAH!"

I came home to an empty apartment with tears in my eyes. "GRACE!" I screamed though out the apartment. The only thing that came up was a happy looking Goose. Grace wasn't home. She was at some meet. A meeting that meant a lot to her. I couldn't call or get Grace. I couldn't ruin this big shot for Grace. So I result to the second best thing.

At first the cuts were a relife, but the pain and saddest came running in. So did Grace and utter felt of gulit came or me.

"Hannah what going on?" Grace ask. "Grace....I..." "HANNAH SPIT IT OUT! WHY DID YOU DO THIS?" Grace yelled. She's angry at me. Tears are running down both our eyes. "Grace you won't understand." I utter out of my mouth. "HANNAH STOP DOING THS TO US! EVER TIME ITS I"M FINE OR YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND! HANNAH I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU!"

Grace was angry. I didn't understand why she was so upset time. She was acting like she was the one hurt. And only now while I'm in the matter of life and death, do I realize that she was in the same amount of pain that I was or maybe even more then me.

"HANNAH!"

"I can't give up." I say. I love her. I need her. She needs me. We need each other. Its raining now.

Why the hell did I leave? We won't be in this mess if I didn't get in that car. I should off talked it out with Grace like we always do. I shouldn't have call her all those awful things. I should of just stayed home. But instead I went for a drive in the rain and loook where that left me. Car crash and me on the ground barely being able to move in the pouring rain.

"HANNAH!"

Grace's voice sounds closest. I see some bushes and branches moving. I need to do it. I need to stay alive for Grace. For us. "GRACIE!" I scream. MY throat is firing up very quicky. I need to scream so Grace can find me. "GRACIE!" "HANNAH!" She hears me! "GRACIE!" "HANNAH!" "GRACIE!" Then faling from trees to the right was her. Was my Gracie.

"HANNAH!" She screamed running to my side. She came for me. She cares for me.

"Hannah I was following you cause I wanted to know you were going if were going to Mamrie's of Tyler's." She followed me. She wanted to know I was safe.

"But then that stupid fucker spin you out into the field and I swear Hannah I was going to cry. I call 911 they are said that the ambulance is on there way" I made her cry. I made her upset.

"Gracie its all my fault, I'm so sorry." I cry to her.

"Hannah. Look at me." I turn my head towards Grace. I look dead still into her beautiful brown eyes.

"None of this is your fault. You did every you thought was good for you. I'm not mad at you. You're going to be okay." Grace said grabing my hand. I need her hug and love.

"Gracie?" I say. My throat is burning up now.

"Yes Hannah." Grace says having dirct eye contact with me.

"Will you hold me?" I ask. As the roaring thunder and pouring rain came upon us. Grace scoot her body over to me. Trying not to put me into anymore pain, Grace wrap her arms around me very gently, but still the same softy sweet hug she always did.

Even though it was the worst possible night, the rain, thunder and Grace, is making this night a whole a lot better. Just one more thing would make it perfect. "Gracie?" I say. She turn her head towards mine. I lean in even those the pain in my body is fighting back. Grace leans in to and we kiss. A soft, lovely, peaceful kiss in the rain. I pull back for a moment.

"I love you Grace."

"I love you too Hannah."

We wait for the ambulance to come so I could get home and be with my Gracie forever.

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Hope you enjoy Rain. I wrote this while in a break from studing for my test. I study though. Please tell me if you guys like this and if you want you see more like this in the future.

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