Short Story Series

Short Story Series: Unrequited love sucks! but then again it was my fault....

Once in my life, I was in love with a girl, at first I wasn't really interested in her I was just forced to play along with my friends teasing me in front of her. Before I would just ignore her every time she attempts to make contact with me. To be honest I hate her because she doesn't even look attractive, she annoyed me so bad that when she gave me a gift I just threw it out on the garbage can and it went on and on for years until finally, I said that I don't like her and that I was just forced to have a crush on her. Well, she cried so bad and I heard that she was being scolded because she was doing poorly on her studies because she can't move on with me and because of that she had to move to another place to forget me. I didn't feel guilty as though I didn't really like her so it was good riddance and so I thought-- Years came by and I finished high school and was going to a college. When I got the college it felt the same so I treated just like what I did at high school I enjoyed it and didn't really focused on my studies. After the first sem, I received a failing grade on a subject so I had to take it again this summer. When class started I was trying to at least find something interesting in the classroom but there was nothing worth doing, so I looked around and there I saw a beautiful lady she's in the same class as me how did I not notice her before? So after class, I introduced myself to her "Hi umm my name is Lenard we attend the same class right?" " Oh yeah I kinda saw you somewhere nice to meet you I'm Mel" "Nice to meet you too" and so I got her name, I tried to get close to her as much and tried my best to get her attention and all worked so well and as the weeks go by my heart got closer and closer until I fell for her. So one time I gave her a gift personally and she said thank you with a happy smile and it melted me oh how cute she was everything was going fine until I confessed to her and she rejected me well my heart broked and it hurt so bad and it hurted more when I saw her with someone and they kissed and what hurts  more is that she gave away the bracelet I gave her. I couldn't contain myself I had to ask her why'd she do this to me. So I confronted her "Hey Why did you have to give away the bracelet I gave to you? You heartless person how could you?" I saw her smirk as she stood up and prepared to talk as if she is gonna blow me up with a 1000 of hurtful words. "Ever heard of melty?" "Melty? oh her-- why does she have to do with any of this?" "Oh well she has I guess changing your appearance and using a shorter part of your name can make people forget you huh?" "wait you're--" "Yes I am asshole" " How dare you call me a heartless person, who was the dick who told me to fuck off and even insult me just because I had a thing for you in the past" " I resent the very idea that I liked you, I wished for it to be removed from my memory" "You act all hurt when you can't even compare what your going through to what I had to go through"She added "Err I-" "Oh yeah go fuck yourself you scum don't ever show me your sorry ass face again" and So after that semester I went to a new school to forget what had happened to me but sometimes it just made me think.

WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF I JUST ACCEPTED HER LOVE?

UGH I HATE MYSELF NOW.

"Don't ever treat someone bad just because they're into you and you don't like them, you might just get what's coming to you"