September 15 2014, Monday
So today was a bad day like always. So it’s my best friends (lets call her Alexis) birthday. And I don’t want to talk to her at the moment. You are probably wondering why and let me explain. You see Alexis and I became really close last year when we had a class together. She knows most of my secrets and I know most of hers. Then she moved into my locker and blah blah blah. We were unstoppable! I helped her through her breakup and she help me through mine and we texted each other like everyday just being weird. But then over the summer she ended up getting a boyfriend (you see where this is going?). And all I hear is Jordan this and Jordan that and I was all cool with it, after all I do the same sometimes. But then Jordan and I started talking and its Alexis this and Alexis that and I felt the same as Alexis, I felt cool about it because I did the same to him sometimes. But then it got worse and worse with him. almost every sentence was about her and it got super annoying especially since it was summer and Alexis went to do visit family in California for three weeks. I mean I get it, I missed her to but I didn’t broadcast it to the world. But then she came home and we went to the mall and I spent the night at her place for a few days and she came back to mine for the night. We went to the mall for early homecoming shopping to find me and her a dress. And the entire time I was with her she was non stop texting and calling Jordan. There was this one part where we were setting up her Wii and she couldn’t test him for like five minutes. So then he texted me telling me to tell ALexis to text him back, I mean come on! Thats just wrong. You can't survive without her for more than five minutes? Then a week later came school and I found out we have no classes together. But we planned to share a locker again and sit at the same lunch table. Well in the morning before she would meet me in my first hour (which is orchestra) but now I don’t see her at all. The only time I got to see her was when we all walked at lunch. All I got to say to her was “hi” and then Jordan came and I was instantly invisible. My other friend that walks with us is Mindy. She calls me her third wheel buddy which is who I am. It sucks! Then after school I can’t wait on them because they are too dang slow so I get my stuff and go and meet my best guy friend Jake at his locker. Then the whole cycle starts over. It is now the third week of school and yesterday I get a text from Alexis telling me that she is moving into Jordan’s locker and that upsets me. He is coming between us. And the worst part is I can only tell Jake this because if I told anyone else I would be “hating on the couple” and that is not what I am doing! I like Jordan, I think he is perfect for her and she is for him. I’m stuck in this situation and I want out of it. I think it might just be best to just not be friends with Alexis anymore. Its going to keep hurting if I keep trying to hold on. I mean we can still be friends just maybe not best friends. I don’t know, what do you think I should do? The only good thing that came out of today was casting call in drama but I didn’t get the part I wanted either. That and I am talking to Jake right now, well I am just going to go write the next chapter of my main story now. Bye...
