Damaged

Beaten in lips

It's 5 a.m "why am I up so early" well while I'm up I might as well start getting ready for school ugh but I don't want to get out of bed it's so comfortable but I have to

I step out of the shower and check the time I see that it's only 5:20 a.m I know nobody will be awake, I put on my gray Beatles shirt some black jeans and find my vans under my bed I look at the hole on my shoes "damn I need to get some new shoes" I brush the knots out of my hair and put up into a bun I check my appearance on the mirror on my wall I look at the bruise on the side of my head and decide to put my hair down to try to cover the bruise I grab my backpack and check the time it's about to be 6

As I walk out of my room I notice my dad passed out on the couch I walk to the door quietly once I get to the door I check if my dad didn't wake up thank god he didn't I wouldn't want my morning to start off bad I open the door and walk out of the house I made sure not to make any noise

I walk to a diner that I always go to in the morning before I going to school I smiled at the middle aged waitress Stacy when I walked in I sat down and she gave me my usual order pancakes, eggs, and bacon as she was about to leave I asked her if she could bring me some coffee when she brought me my coffee I thanked her and started to eat once I finished eating I took my money out of my pocket but when I was going to pay I hear someone talking I noticed that it was Stacy

"keep your money sweetie it's on the house" she told me I smiled as to thank her

"have fun at school and don't forget your backpack" she said as I was about to walk out of the diner how could I forget my backpack

The walk to school felt long . When I arrive at school I went straight to my locker And open it to get the textbooks that I need for today and shove them in my backpack. While I walk to my first class I tried to avoid contact with everyone but that didn't work when I noticed that Chelsea Snider the richest girl in school was walking towards me "ew look the emo girl is here"she said

I look down at my shoes "what's wrong emo girl did you fail at trying to kill yourself again" I stayed quiet

"why don't you try again it's not like if anybody would miss you at all everybody hates you"she said

I started to walk away trying to hide my tears "run away emo"

I ran into the bathroom and wiped my tears "don't let her words get to you" I said to my reflection in the mirror the day just started and it's already ruined I wonder if the nurse would let me go home if I tell her I'm sick.

" Can I go home I don't feel so good" I asked the nurse

" Jessica what's wrong?" she asked

" I have bad cramps and it really hurts a lot" I said hoping that she would believe me

" okay then you can go home" she said

" thank you" I smiled at her

" Hopefully you get better by tomorrow" she said as I walked out of the nurses office I put my books back in my locker and started to head towards the main entrance but before I reached the doors someone pushed me into some lockers

" What the fuck" I shouted at who ever pushed me

" watch where your going you stupid bitch" they yelled I looked to see who it was it was Andrew Parker one of our schools football players he's also in the popular crowd

" Me your the one that pushed me you fucking asshole" I hissed

" bitch who the hell do you think you are to talk to me like that your nobody" he shouted back