Hey God, It's Caty

12. Pouring My Heart Out To You Lord

Hey God,

It's Caty.

I am really sad, down, depressed, and in a lot of pain tonight. I just feel so sad. I am unsure what to do about my pain from fibromygalia and arthritis. I am supposed to see a new doctor but I have seen so many doctors and none of them have helped. Right now the medicine I am taking is helping but it causes ulcers, I have had ulcers before and they are horrible. But this medicine is the only medicine that has helped my pain.

God,

I pray you just wrap your arms around me. Help me feel your love, comfort, grace, peace, rest, guidance, and healing.

God,

I need you right now. I am really struggling with my physical pain and I need your help. I can't do this on my own. Please carry me as we walk through life together. I love you Lord. I need you now more than ever. So please come help me.

Give the doctors your wisdom and guidance on what medicine that will help my physical pain. Please show me to the right doctor who will help me and treat me. Give me wisdom and guidance to know if I should start massages again or go see a different chiropractor.

I know you may not cure my illnesses, but please give me your strength to make it through everyday. Please give me your hope. I need your strength, hope, guidance, rest, peace, comfort, and encouragement.

I know you do hear my cries Lord. I believe you will help me. Because you have always helped me. I am so thankful for our good relationship that I can just come to you and tell you how I feel. I thank you for helping me and I believe you will help me through this.

I want to thank you for keeping my Mom safe during her brain surgery. Lord I pray she has an easy recovery, gets to feeling better, and never have another migraine again.

I pray you be with my family, my friends, my followers, my readers, and anyone reading this. You know everyone need's Lord. I pray you help everyone just like how you help me, every single day.

I thank you for my family, my writing, my friends, my followers, my readers, my cats, my dogs, coffee, pj's, and for Your Son.

In Jesus's name, I pray, Amen!

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Hey beautiful! Thank you so much for reading! This chapter was me just pouring my heart our to God. I hope you enjoyed! Thank you so much for reading! I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️