Fantasy Savage
I looked down at my watch for the millionth time since I'd been here and boy was I ready to go. This June heat was burning me up, hell I was dark as is.
It had been a long two years and here I was again standing outside of the one and only Menard Correctional Center. I'd been here so much within the last few years that they may as well give me a jumpsuit and assign me a number. I really can't recall how many more times I planned to do this but what I do know was that I was slowly but surely approaching thirty and I wanted different.
I didn't want to continue to be the jail house wife, let alone to keep sending my hard earned money to this shit hole.
Hey, who am I kidding though good dick will make you do some crazy shit. And that's exactly what I was doing... some crazy shit.
"Yo, Fantasy!" I quickly looked up as my husband Torion called out to me. "Let's roll babygirl a nigga hungry." He quickly threw his bag in the car before hopping in the passenger seat of my G-Wagon.
"Look I appreciate you looking out for me while I was down. I really love you for that and I know you probably didn't want to do it but you did it anyway..." He began to go on and on but eventually my mind had tuned out him out. What's the point in complaining about a man you won't leave let him cheat in peace.
That's exactly what I planned on doing letting his nasty ass cheat in peace.
"Did you bring that phone like I asked you?" He asked. I quickly replied by pointing my finger letting him know to grab it out of my purse on the back seat.
I watched as he powered the iPhone up and within minutes the damn phone was pinging off the wall. "Must be your hoe?" I said with major attitude and irritation. "Damn, you haven't even been home an hour and you busting the bitch line down. Next time you tell that hoe to pick you up... fucking jail bird. Matter fact tell her ass to send you some damn funds so you won't go hungry." This nigga was gone make my blood pressure go through the roof.
"Here you go with this extra shit... damn why can't I just keep everybody happy. I just want to take care of my family." He said with a genuine look on his face.
Now that shit set me off the fact that he really felt like this shit was alright. Maybe it was my fault that I had allowed a man to break me down and believe it was acceptable to treat me like an option. Or staying in a toxic relationship because I felt it was the right thing to do for the sake of our children.
"You can't satisfy two women and you know it and if you keep playing you gone fuck around and lose your wife." I replied hot.
After getting no answer from him the drive back home was long and quiet, minus the pinging phone in his hand.
———————————————————————————
A few hours later we were finally arriving at my mother in laws house. Now this woman right here was a straight fool. She was the ratchet and ghetto I inspired to be.
"My baby!" She screamed running down the driveway to greet me.
What can I say she love me more than him.
"I just got out and she get all the love me? Keep that same energy when you want me to cut this grass for you." He said before prying Mama Dawn off of me to embrace her. "How you been lady I missed you?" He asked.
He always was a mama's boy whether they were on bad terms or not.
"Chile, I'm okay I hope this the last time you gone pull this bullshit. I'm getting to damn old to be answering collect calls and shit." He rolled his eyes annoyed before walking in the house where the real party was. "I don't know what I'm gone do with that child of mines."
