Broken Promise

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⭐Human promises are tend to be broken especially when our hearts don't desire what we say and promise.

-heepetals⭐

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I was sitting under the tree outside our school building swaying my crossed legs, inhaling fresh air smiling, with my eyes closed and breathing like I'm renew again.

Relaxing.

Thats what the common term of what i am doing now. After a long time of boring classes nonsense activities, now I'm here escaping my reality for a while.

"Johaaaaa" as i said to my self while releasing my breath still my eyes are closed.

"Yeah you're right" as i hear a voice not too far from my side.

"Huh?" i open my eyes and look from my both side "eodiya?"

Then i saw a hand waving at the back of the tree "here!" he said. He show him self and seated right next to me and smile "annyeong!"

I smile back at him. "How do you know im here?"

"Im Kai...i can sense you wherever you go"

"Silly, go back to the field maybe Taeminnie were looking for you right now"i gave him mild punch on his arms

"I wont go without you" he then position him self and place his head on my lap "I like this place, we have to come here more often" as he start to close his eyes.

"Yaah you cant sleep here you still have soccer practice with Tae-tae and Luhan oppa!" as i said but he just crossed his arms and say "just a minute, let me sleep like this for a minute"

Do i have a choice? thats Kai. i cant just push him away... i just smile and stare at his peaceful face while sleeping and start to stoke his hair never realizing that i wasn't cutting my eyes off him.

His hair.

His eyes.

His nose.

Cheeks

And that lips that keeping me smile whenever he smile.

Then suddenly i stop stroking his hair and closed my fist. "Stop Abi,stop" as thought to my self and put my hand on my chest and smile "calm down there" and i gave a mini punch on my chest located my heart.

I cant..i just cant...this feeling must disregard. I've been fighting for it for years. And i...im surviving..Abi you can do it. i know i can. Its my choice..its our choice. I just cant be selfish and broke what Kai and I promised to each other.

I smile look at the sky and breath "its better to be this way right?" as i said as if I'm speaking with someone up there but a cold breeze from the wind were the only answer that i receive. I chuckled then yawn "aish jinja...this guys sleeping virus passed on me now" then i continue to stroke Kai's hair and closed my eyes never thought that it would fall me on a deep sleep.

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Its been four years since Kai and Abi have met and did not even realized that they would have this kind of friendship since Abi does not have any guy friends since grade school and a guy who always have the eyes from the girls named Kai.

Silly cause this kind of sitting arrangement made by their great teacher when they where freshmen has been the reason why they met each other.

Its been an awkward situation for Abi at first but Kai wasn't feel anything at all. Its weird that Kai doesn't have any intention to get Abi to be his girl but he feel like he just want to protect her. His weird feeling that he just ignore and never realized that their friendship became so tight to the point that Kai was too attached to Abi and he don't want to loose her.