Do you love me?

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The knife clattered against the concrete floor for the third time as Peter sat down and wrapped his arms around Tord.

"I miss him. But I know you didn't mean to hurt him. He's in a better place now. He was never happy here, he had been suffering for a long time. So even though killing him was bad, it may have been just what he needed to be happy again."

Tord felt the tears fill his eyes once again and he wrapped his arms around Peter, "I'm sorry......If I could bring him back I would.....But I can't....."

Peter felt the tears fall down his face and he closed them tightly, "It......It's okay.......I know you never meant to kill him......And at least he's happy now.......That's all I ever wanted.......for him to be happy......"

Time Skip

Two months later, Peter had stayed on the red army base after he made a proper funeral for Simon. He had decided to help to make the world a better place in the memory of his older brother.

Tord had loved his decision and asked if he wanted to join the red army. Peter had accepted the offer for now. But the thought of doing something else was always on his mind.

Tom, Matt, and Edd had gone back to their apartments while Paul, Patryck, and Tord stayed on the red army base.

Tord had to fix up some things as well as trying to take better care of himself. Paul and Patryck had helped him the best they could and at the same time take care of their work as second in command.

Tom had started to take better care of himself as well, Edd and Matt made sure he didn't go into his bad habits again.

Matt didn't change much, he was still his self-loving self. Edd hadn't changed much either, he only grew more worried about Tom, he also became more demanding of them taking pictures every time they had done something fun together.

Tom had nothing against Edd worrying about him, he knew Edd only meant well, but he missed Tord, a lot.

The Norwegian hadn't talked much after the thing at the enemy base, and they hadn't heard anything from him since they went back home.

Staring at the ceiling of his bedroom, Tom found himself thinking about the Norwegian for the twentieth time today.

He knew why Tord was on his mind so often, but he didn't know what to do about it.

He had confessed, but never got a response from Tord. He never talked to Tom about it.

Groaning, Tom got off his bed and walked out of his apartment, locking the door behind him.

As he walked passed Edd's door, the green-eyed male peeked his head out, "Tom, where are you going?"

"Out for a walk. I'll be back later."

He then walked down the corridor and then down the stairs.

One place he had wanted to visit for quite some time now came to Tom's mind.

The ledge in Tord's drawings.

Time Skip

It took Tom quite a while to get there seeing as he only had the drawing to go on when trying to find the place.

But he got there.

As he walked op the hill leading to the edge, the sun had started setting, creating a gorgeous view of the sunset from the edge.

When he came up on the top of the hill and had the edge only two meters in front of him, he stopped.

There was someone sitting on the edge.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 06, 2019 ⏰

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