I was in line to tryout to be an idol for the group MONSTA X. I would have to say Shownu is my favorite. Shownu is a buff handsom sexy man. I am so excided to be in the same group as him.
I have once met Shownu in a fan metting before. Shownu was s sweet and I fell in love with him right when he started talking to me.
I have always dreamed of being an idol. I love dancing and singing. I really hope I make it If I don't make I will cry for days I will never forgive myself.
I was in my own world when suddenly someone called my name
" next is Y/N for tryouts go ahead and enter good luck " the guy says as I walk into the room were the rest of the members are sitting looking at me." hello I am Son Y/N and I am 22 years old and I've been dancing and singing since I was about 4 " I say and smiled nervously they all smile at me " She has the same name as Shownu Hyung " Jooheon says and smiles at me.
Changkyun hit the back of his head and smiled at me " sorry please do your thing " he smiles again
I nodded to the guy to play the music.
While I was dancing I look at Shownu and he gave me that look that could be the cause of my death.
I try hard to not focous on it so I don't mess up.
It came to an end on my dance. I bowed and went out of the room to where I was before. I was thinking and worried if I didn't make it to the group when the same guy before who called my name to tryout call everyone" can everyone who triedout come to the room " everyone went into the room and stood in a line. I was kinda in the middle. I was so nervous that I didn't make it this has been my dream since I was a little girl I can't let my dad down.
My dad passed away when I was 7. My father was my life ever since my mother died giving birth to me. I miss him so much. I remember what he said to me before he passed away.
" Dream big with all your little heart...You can be what ever you want to be...Don't let your dreams fade away...Follow your heart and remember...Daddy loves you "I was in my own thought when someone caught everyones eyes looking at the guy. " Monsta X as picked who they want as the new member "
I was chewing my bottom lip while looking at the ground.
" everyone of you Did so well but sadly we have to pick one " Changkyun said while smiling" and we picked... " kihyun said
" Y/N!!!!! " They all scream at the same time
I look up at them in shock and walk in front with my hand on my mouth
" omg really!!! " i say with tears in my eyes " yes we all voted on you " Jooheon said while smiling " thank you dad this is for you " I say looking up
" okay thank you everyone for trying out you did so well " Wonho said while everyone left
" okay Y/N you will be staying with us and your room mate is Shownu " Changkyun said " Thank you guys so much " I say still crying " hey don't cry be happy smile " Kihyun said cheering me up
8 months later
It's been 8 months since I joined Monsta X and it's been great. But Shownu has been acting strange. Shownu is acting so cute and carring.
I was in me and Shownu's room watching the performance we did last week when the door suddenly opened. I thought it was Kihyun telling me food is ready but I was wrong.
I see Shownu with only a towl wrapped around his waist. I wasn't shocked because I've seen him like that before.
" Shownu you could have asked me to leave before just walking in" I said while getting up about to leave But he suddenly grabbed my wrist to stop me.
" what is it " I siad looking at him " Y/N..I have something to say.." Shownu says looking down " what is it Shownu? " I said worried
" Y/N...I love you ever since I met you...And I know it's strange but it's true..." Shownu says looking in my eyes " Shownu I love you too..I was just scared to tell you.." I say
" well now you know...Will you be my girlfriend? " Shownu says still looking into my eyes. I smile at him " yes I would love to " I say smiling
Shownu smiled and kissed me. We were kissing for a long time and it got hot. He grabbed the back of my neck to make the kiss deeper. I touch his face to bring him closer.
Shownu slowly brings me to the bed and laid my down still kissing me. Shownu started to kiss downu my neck. " Shownu " I say and he looked at me.
" Shownu..I don't want to just do it.." I say " then what do you want sweetheart? " he says looking at me " I want to make love " I say looking at him " then I will make love to you " he says and kissed me
Shownu kissed down my neck and then took off my shirt. He kissed down my tummy. He took off my pants and looks at me. "damn your so beautiful " he says and smiles. I smile and kiss him.
He took off my bra and kissed my breast making me moan.
H then takes off my paintes and asked " are you sure you want to do this..We can stop now " he says. " I want this Shownu...I love you so fucking much Shownu " I say and kiss himHe placed his self at my place and slowly pushed in. " ahh yes " i moan into the kiss. He started to get faster hitting my g-spot.
" ahh Shownu I'm comming " I say " me too Sweetheart hold on " he says as he thrust in and out of me lovely. " cum now sweetheart " he says moaning
We both cum together and he lays beside me covering us both while hugging me tight
" Y/N don't ever leave me I love you so much " Shownu says kissing my forhead " I love you too I won't ever leave you " I say
He kisses me and smiles while we both fell asleep
The end
Hope you enjoyed sorry if it's bad this is my first smut I've done before so please don't judge 💜💜💜💜💞
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