Longing For You(Doctor Series #2)

Epilogue

Heart to long for you

Well, I guess I'm over exaggerated about Euphemia and Jahrid. They are having a party tonight. Or I guess just a little celebration about the baby, I guess?

Oh gosh. I just hope Alisa don't wear something ridiculous.

"I should guess on the contrary, that your stupid ego before that you said you don't want to have sex with someone you love until you get married?"I raised my eyebrow.

Well, he was just a teenager back then when he said that to me. As a fucking advice. Brother to brother.

"Can't help it, I guess"he shrugs. Hoh, and you didn't even had protection. Too turned on aren't you? I chuckled at my own thoughts.

I guess he really is blinded to love.

"How about you? I heard from Euphiemia that you and Alisa are making out"he smiled.

I rolled my eyes. "Don't even think about it..."I half smiled, thinking of Alisa and my obsessions to her. Damn. I can't wait for her.

"It's just pregnancy hormones and about... Her vomiting also normal and she might faint and it's also normal that she'll crave like this much and... It's VERY normal that.. Uh, the increase of her s-sex drive"Felicity grinned.

Oh god. I can't even think Alisa vomiting. I held to her waist and she looked at me.

I kissed her hair, wanting her to turn to me. Felicity excused herself and Alisa finally turned to me.

"I wonder what will also happen to you if you're pregnant, huh?"I lazily asked her then I saw her cheeks reddened at what I said.

"That's normal for every pregnant woman, Jandrick"she groaned and rolled her eyes. Oh. Then, I'm gonna make you pregnant.

If a boy, I would like him to look like me and take after your attitude. But not that playgirl attitude. Then an image of me and Alisa holding a baby flashed. I still don't know if it's a girl.

But if it's a girl.

I would love for her to take after her mother's beauty. But I'm worried about boys that she will be after. Or will be after her.

Then I learned.

That Alisa has been loving me since we met at the first party we met each other officially.

Is she fucking serious?

I know it's too much for me. But is it real? Doesn't she feel that it's only just a crush or a fucking infatuation?

Oh god, take me!

"We're coming, don't worry!"her Mom screamed at the phone when I called them that Alisa is laboring my child... Our child.

Our baby girl.

I suddenly imagined that I was inside of the operating room and hear her screams. Shit. I'm fucking worried.

I stood up when a nurse and the doctor came out with a carriage for the baby. My jaw dropped and tears fell to my eyes.

"The patient names it 'Cresia'... "the doctor smiled as I watched my baby wrapped in a white cloth and had red stains from the blood and still screaming and crying it lungs out.

"Where is she?"my voice croaked.

"She's unconscious.. But don't worry, her vitals are normal, maybe she's tired"

I took a very deep breath and wiped my tears as I watched my baby girl crying. I want to hold her but I'm afraid.

I want to hold... Cresia. But I still need to wait. A loud footsteps made me turn. And it was Alisa's mom and dad and Casey was following them.

"Is she okay? Th.. The baby?"her mom panicked.

I looked at Cresia who's playfully helding her hands out and whimpered. I bit my lip hard that I think it's bleeding.

"I love you.. "I whispered to Alisa that has been laying to a patient's bed. She smiled. She looks so pale but I trust her. She won't leave me here and just die. We've been here for almost a month and next week she can be discharged.

"Thank you for bringing her"I took her hand and kissed it as I watch our baby whimpering again.

"She's lousy don't you think?"I joked. I heard her soft laugh against my heart and ears.

"I thought so"

I widen my eyes as she took a kiss on my lips. She smiled after doing it. I pulled her again and kissed her.

Damn. She's the one who's starting this!

"I love you, Jandrick... So much"she whispered between our kisses. I cupped her cheeks and smiled at her.

"Surely, you are, baby... Cresia is the proof"I kissed her forehead. I heard her nodding and humming and I smiled at the thought of my little family.

"When we go home, I'm do anything for you... You're my queen and Cresia is my princess"I whispered.

"My bitch queen"I chuckled. She hit my shoulder and I laughed more. Damn this girl. She really is a bitch but she's pissed if I call her that.

"For so long, Alisa.. I have you... You won't slip"I kissed her again, hungrily and wildly this time. She nodded and put her arms around me. 

I love you... So much... God knows when will I long for your notice and your feelings for me will be enough. But as long as I live... You will love me and I will love you for long and for eternity.

-Another The End hahaha-