The Story Of Our World That Only Exist In My Mind

Part One

From the very beginning,
I felt a connection.
I knew from then onwards
My love for you would be a complexion

The click, the feeling was just there,
Which if you ask me is quiet rare.
We spoke, we shared jokes and stayed up till late,
From then on a i knew you were gonna be my best mate

But then things started to change
And everything became very strange
Messages were just left on read,
I thought maybe our friendship was just dead

I contemplated day after day, of talking to you would make it okay?
But what was the point? i would just tell myself maybe not today!

Time went on, days, weeks, months, a whole year.
i would sit alone at night crying salty tears

Then One day we started to speak,
I explained that you hurt me week after week.
Your reaction was shocked and confused,
you asked why would i leave because of you?

I really had no clue,
Because you just stopped talking to me out of the blue.
You believe i liked another guy,
and it hurt that you left without even saying goodbye.

Butt I didn't like anyone apart from you
Of course clearly you never knew

I didn't wanna be petty and make a fuss,
i just wanted to start to build a trust
and put the whole misunderstanding behind us

We then started to keep a streak,
And spoke most days, everyday, every week.

My feelings began to grow.
How is it possible to like someone you don't even know?
But it's okay, i decided to keep it in,
Why would i risk throwing out friendship in the bin?

So i carried on as usual, even though liking you felt like a sin,
Because i can't even put it into words, what a state you were in!