Why do u think love can help. Why do i cantinue to think someone can love me. Myself worth, my looks or even my personaloty? Its all pointless in the end. Love always end in heartbreak it dont matter what kind of love either. Friends betray each other all the time , LOvers cheat and lie about stuff they dont need to lie about, Family members... Why have crushes? You end up liking people out you league or people just lead you on or if your like me your use to getting hurt being bullied about everything use to being called useless and when someone treats you right you start liking them hevily but they end up not feeling you or not your type or you push them away. Why have friends? Theyre just going to use you untill they cant any more. Everything is stupid,Everyone is stupid. Get help, Why. Whats the point. The feeling that you have is still going to be there. The situattion isnt going to change and if it did if aint one thing its another. Thats why i want to be alone. I can disapper quicker that way. But i cant. Theres people that "need" me. They dont need me im just a guy with good intentions i guess. I didnt want people to actually like me ever since what i did in the past. I shouldnt be here but ehh. Ive been sold my happiness for others a while back ive made my last choice a while ago. Surprise im here.
The decisions that made me who i am. I dont like myself. Never have and Never will. I dont really have a reason to keep going. so ehh.
YOU ARE READING
i just wanna tell you
Losoweim just trying to express my pain just tryna express my thoughts.
