BEFORE READING THIS, ASK YOUR BESTFRIEND IF SHE RECEIVE ANY MESSAGES FROM ME AND ASK HER IF SHE HAD READ IT.A letter to her bestfriend; an apology alsoTheres was a time i was surprised that i was mentioned in a post about a crush, and i didnt realized it was something "wow". And there were times i'd be called somewhere out of the blue during the afternoon and i was still confused that time, until joe said about something, and i replied, " Why would someone like me, im just a nobody" And then days passed and i really questioned myself about what she had said, it was just a little time when i knew your bestfriend and surprised me about what the thought really was. Sadly, just even hearing those gossips, i realized it was something true or maybe not but right from the start i really wont be able to like back your bestfriend. Day seemed usual and plain till valentines, when you handed me that gift and me feeling not to receive the gift since it might be some prank but i did received tho, when i was catching up with my friends and yell to joe, "someone gave me something", she quickly knew it might be from your bestfriend and unhesitatingly she opened it herself and read an excerpt in poem and said " Sana all", it was a really big wow to me, it was so shocking, no ine did this to me and i said who should i be thanking, and joe said to your bestfriend but i said she was not the one who made these but joe insisted that by the name "binibini" It was really her. So i made my way to your bestfriend with joe ahead and asked and i thanked for the gift but your bestfriend resisted and ran, and i ran as well bringing shame on me it was really stupid of me, till after the practice you made your way towards me and you said about this and that and everything else and what i reay felt was full of appreciation and respect but in the back of my mind i really wont be able to like your bestfriend back, and i am sorry for it.I am really sorry if you are holding this anger and grudge against me for hurting your bestfriend so much, since i really cant give back the affection and if she was still continuing doing effort and i wont still be able to like your bestfriend back, i am really sorry, i know that i am the most terrible person and i am asking forgiveness to the bad things ive done, since what your bestfriend read online had an intentional reason and i am truly sorry for everything that i have doneI dont know if a sorry and saying the reason is enough for you to forgive me but i know it is not, i am so sorry for i have hurt your bestfriend a lot, and i know she wont forgive that easily but since it said the whole truth about the reasons of the post, i hope my sins would a least be lifted a bit, and i am really sorry. So what is really the reason why i said such words, to disappoint her and not like me anymore as how she liked me in her poems but i know now its just hatred and pain in her heart, and i am really sorry for it.Saying sorry and asking for forgivenessShiro_Kuma
