Dear Nan and Grandad. Chapter 4:

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Dear Nan and Grandad,

It's been a while. Nothing much has changed. I'm walking home now because I don't want people to see me cry. I officially hate the universe. After quite a few years, I realise fully that I will never get you back. No matter how hard I wish, how hard I hope, how hard I pray, you will never come back. That is the most horrific thing I have ever known. That I will never see you again. No matter how many pictures I see of the happy memories we made, how many times I write to you, I will never ever be able to tell you how much I love you, again. I am heartbroken, in despair, and feel like the world is dragging me down, yet. i carry on. I laugh, I smile, I cry, and I carry on. It has been so hard to take the pain I feel in my stride, but I do. I take a deep breath and keep moving. If I had a penny for the amount of times I've wanted to give up, I would be the richest woman on the planet. Because you were so important to me, like my second parents. You took care of me so much and I am devastated that I never even got to say goodbye. To the both of you. You departed without me saying goodbye, and this is not fair. I am so grateful for how you looked after me, and I will never forget you. I love you.

Lorna xxx

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