Shades of pink

Chapter 1

*Setting sixth period choir*
Savanna's POV
As I walked into choir I sat next to my best friends Shrisha Addison and Maddison. We all have our own little sitting area that we take every day, well that's when the tree of them and a few of my other choir buddies walked over and said all together "WERE DONE WITH YOU " and walked away leaving me to sit alone. I started to get teary eyed bit I didn't cry I just scratched my arm so I didn't cry. When I got into next period my only old friend that was in there was karina and she was talking to the people that are always talking shit about me . I ended up doing my warmups alone
*at Savanna's house*
     I ran strait up to my room and grabbed my favorite Christmas ordimant off my mini tree I had, I love this one because I have had it since I was a baby, I hugged it but my little brother Brock came in to give me a hug which scared me so I tree my ordimant at the wall, then I realized what I just did and started to cry, my brother left without a word. I grabbed some peices of the ordimant and saw a really pointy end on one peice. I put the end up to my wrist and sliced it hurt so bad but I feel I deserve this so I put a scarf in my mouth and kept slicing and slicing. I was dripping blood and the end of one peice was stuck in my arm so I pulled it out. (Dam that felt       Good?) I thought. I pulled my covers over me and decided to go to bed early. I woke up at the middle of the night and I started to cry I scratched at my cuts and I put makeup over then so no one else would see them. They looked like this be four I put the makeup and bandages on ( photo above) I layed down on my bed and cried my self to sleep.
*in the morning*
I woke up at 5:34 I'm the morning and wenf downstairs to the couch to sleep until 6:30 which is when my mom wakes me up.