Insecure [Book 1] HWASA X BTS.

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Jin smiled as the girl he was with stormed off. Then He turned to Hyejin "Thanks 'Baby' " Jin said laughing. "No problem, but next time don't catch me off guard like that." Hyejin said as she turned to a shook Rose. "Don't worry he just needed me for his 'escape' plan" Hyejin said "oh that was so surreal." Rose said doing a slight laugh.

"Anyways it was nice meeting you Jin but I've got to get going!" Hyejin said as she dragged rose along with her. "What about the fooodd..." Rose said sighing as they got outside "I'll treat you for lunch outside the mall." Hyejin said.

/Time Skip/

Hyejin had just got home after a long day with Rose. She unlocked the door to see her mom nowhere in sight. She just rolled her eyes and walked to her bedroom.

Hyejin sat her shopping bags down. Then plopped herself onto her bed sighing. "Your ugly" "get up you fat bitch and go exercise" "did you look in the mirror and see how Rose was way better looking then you", "your not shit or worth anything,you should just go and die.". Hyejin slowly started to cry as she ran to her closet. Moving all her clothes and reaching for a shoebox in the back.

She opened it to see a little tiny bag with white substance and saw a straw next to it. Hyejin sighed as she took the small bag and straw then went to her bed. Hyejin went looking for a book that has a flat hard surface.

Hyejin sat on her bed with the book laying flat in her bed. She dumped some of the white substance on the book and took the straw. She slowly breathed in and out then located the straw to her nose as she bent down a little and sniffed the substance.

Hyejin felt light of all her troubles "shit..." Hyejin groaned in pleasure of the effects of the substance. She then sniffed some more, saving the rest. She heard the door open from downstairs, Hyejin packed up her stuff she was using and shoved them in the shoebox then ran to her closet, throwing it in the back.

Throwing some clothes, so the shoebox can be hidden all the way in the back of her closet. Hyejin threw her head back. As she did not hear her mom call her name, so Hyejin got a bat and slowly walked towards the stairs.

Hyejin slowly walked downstairs to see a figure standing in her house. She slowly walked behind that person and tried hitting them but missed since she wasn't stable due to the drugs. "Woah there Hyejin are you good?" Hyejin recognized the voice and dropped her bat. "Dad what are you.. doing here?" Hyejin asked "Umm I came to tell you something...about your mom." He said.

Hyejin was not in the right mindset  at the moment. "Umm what's wrong with her?" Hyejin asked "she got in a accident, right now she is in the hospital and the doctors are doing what they can. They have her in life support Hyejin!" Her dad said as tears streamed from his face.

"I may have left on bad terms with your mom. But she was my first love, And she's laying down on life support. We can't go because if we do the press is gonna crowd the hospital...so pack your things, your going to be staying with me until things get fine." Jae mo said

"Wai-." Hyejin said as tears rushed down her eyes. "We can't see her?because of dumb ass publicity and Shit. To hell with them we need to see her now!" Hyejin yelled as she almost fell. "Hyejin are you ok?" Is the last thing Hyejin heard as she dropped onto the cold wooden floor. Her vision going black and her body feeling cold.

"Hyejin you are ugly like ew!why are you not pretty like your mom" a girl said "right you big fat pig that's why. They probably don't want you!" Another girl said laughing.

"Leave me alone!" Hyejin screamed. Yet nobody heard her screams for help. Or maybe she wasn't screaming, it was as if she had a black tape on her mouth and she was stuck in a box.

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Hyejin was slowly drowning, feeling useless and empty. She was in a shark tank that had no string just going down the endless sea levels. She had fought enough now accepting her faith. Being stuck in her insecurities, letting it control her life.

"Hyejin baby, you've been getting bigger. My child should not be fat!" Her mom slurred as she had just came from partying at the night club. "Mom I'm not fat! I'm your beautiful baby lion." Hyejin said as a tear slid down her cheeks. "Shut up and move out my way, such a burden."

"Your not fat, your different, but it's good to be different..my beautiful lion" "come here Hyejin!

"Hyejin!"

"Hyejin!"

"Hyejin!"

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Hyejin woke up to a bright light. "thank goodness your up! You passed out so I took you for a checkup." Jaemo said worried.

"Oh..." was all she let out "look the doctor told me you've been taking huge drug substances and have a big lead of them flowing in your veins. What the hell were you thinking !" Jaemo shouted. "So from now on I'm going to have a big watch on you." Jaemo said "your going to be staying with me and I'll get you a damn babysitter if I have to!" Jaemo yelled.

"Calm down old man... it's not that serious.." Hyejin said as she slowly sat up. "Hyejin it's bad for your health!" Her dad yelled at her. Hyejin  remembered she had to work later tonight. "Look I don't have time for this bullshit, all of a sudden caring. But text me when I can see mom or I'll just go myself. Since your a cowards living for others!" Hyejin said as she yanked all the hospital equipments off of herself.

"Hyejin where the hell are you going!?" Jae mo yelled as he tried to grab her hand but failed.

Hyejin got her phone and bag along with her shoes and then left out the hospital room. Walking down the hall to see lots of sick people, she sighed and walked out the building. She had 2 hours before work, "what should I do?" Hyejin thought to herself. She decided to get changed for work and go early.

Sorry this chapter is short but I hope you guys enjoyed it 😌. I've been stressed I had broke my phone and had gotten a new one. But I'm still recovering some stuff but yeah. Profundity will soon be out like the intro and prologue.

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