"Shawn, I will be fine next to the B-Stage," I said to comfort him. Even though I knew it wouldn't calm Shawn down, I had to try it.
"Honey, you're finally here and I want to spend some time with you. Why you just don't come to me. Andrew would manage it out. Also, I know how much you want to see me, while I'm doing my Q&A." Shawn smirked, waiting for a response.
He was accurate. I want to see him so bad, but I can't go there and say "hey, I'm Shawn's girlfriend", they would kick me out in a second.
"Shawn, only the crew, our friends and our family knows about us, not your fans and I know how much they admire you."
"And they will love you. I'm so happy with you y/n, you make me more self-confident, you love me for who I am and not because I'm Shawn Mendes. Please, and they see that. They see how happy I am right now. And if they find out that you're the reason for it, believe me, they will start loving you. So, let me discuss this with Andrew. Connor will pick you up since you love him so much. Okay?"
30 minutes. We have been talking for thirty minutes and some hours later I would visit him backstage. Hug him, tell him how proud I am, but I'm scared. I'm afraid that I can't pull this off. His world, like right now we're in a secret relationship, but this is going to be on all headlines. This makes me lowkey insane.
Shawn who grinned through the screen was expecting a response to his question.
"Honey? I know you're scared, but I love you. Please, you still can watch the concert with Andrew, Connor or Brian."
"Okay. Call Connor. I see you in an hour." As I saw Shawn's big grin I just had to smile too. This boy makes me mad happy.
"I love you so much, till later."
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"Are you ready?" Connor yelled through my hotel suite, where I was staying. Honestly, I didn't want a suite, but Shawn wanted to treat me like a princess and you couldn't argue with him about that.
"I am. Do I look good?"
Connor and I instantly hit off. It bothers Shawn, but it's funny to make him jealous.
"Yes, you do. Don't be upset."
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"Y/n, Andrew is going to wait for you. I have to go back to the arena to record some videos. Shawn is expecting you. Like I said don't be scared coconut." Connor chuckled. He knew how much I disliked it when he called me a coconut.
"Connor, if you don't stop calling me a coconut, I will-"
And the door opened. Andrew watched us like we were some crazy ass kids. I mean yes we are crazy ass kids. Before Connor could go away I gave him a friendly slap on his head.
"I see. Shawn was right about Connor and you.", Andrew said it like it was a secret he exposed. I gave him a quick glance and we both began to laugh.
I noticed all the names on the doors and I knew we were almost at Shawn's door.
"Shawn is preparing for his Meet and Greet. He notified me that you were scared, but you see there's literally nothing to be scared about. I just wanted to tell you that he may want to inform your fans about your relationship."
Andrew walked off and I gave him a concerned look. After some knocks on the door, he finally gave a "yes" so I could come in.
"Andrew I told you. I don't want to be disturbed right now."
"Well, I can go if you want."
as he heard my voice, he stood up and embraced me with a long hug.
