Sanders sides one shots

Nightmares ~prinxiety

Hi my wonderful readers! I hope you enjoy this small story. Like I said in the description this is my first book/ story so sorry if it's bad. That is all now on with the one shot!
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*Anxiety pov*

I opened my eyes and the blurry room soon started to come into focus. I felt the tear stains on my face. You'd think I'd be used to the nightmares by now, but turns out I'm not. This one seemed to get to me more than the others though.
*Flashback*
As I take in my surroundings I realise I'm in the basement. I try to move but the ropes around my wrists are attaching me to a chair. I can hear someone's footsteps in the distance, so naturally I call for help. After a while of me shouting Roman appears out of the shadows. I sigh of relief and smiled " Roman! I'm so glad your here. Please help me."
He started to laugh at me. The look of hatred in his eyes. "Help you!? Why would I do that? I was the one who tied you up in the first place!"
I felt my face drop as soon as those words come out of his mouth "W-why"
"Because your a worthless piece of emo trash! You actually though there was a possibility I liked you back? Ha pathetic!" Before I could say anything else he punched me in the ribs. I screamed out in pain but he just smirked. He continued to beat me up while calling me names.
"Freak"
"Monster"
"Disorder"
"Worthless"
"Stupid"
He stopped punching me and said "You should stay on the dark side where you belong" then he turned around and left, leaving me covered in my own blood dipping in and out of consciousness.
*Out of flashback*
That's when I woke up. I knew all of the things he said were true. How could I have been so stupid as to have believed he felt the same way for me as I do him!? I try and hold in my tears but they fall down my cheeks involuntarily anyway. He'll never love me like I love him...
I felt an anxiety attack coming on. I didn't want to have one...that would probably make him hate me more. It's all my fault that Thomas feels these negative emotions. I just make everything worse so why am I even here? Maybe it would be better if I wasn't...
I was full on sobbing now and I didn't realise how loud I actually was until I heard a knock on my door.

*Princey pov*

I woke up to the sound of faint sobs. I tried to ignore it and go back to sleep, presuming it was just my mind playing tricks on me. They kept getting louder and louder. The more I listened the more it sounded like...Anxiety.
I rushed to his door and listened for a while. Yep it was definitely him. I knocked on the door "Hey Anx, are you ok?"
I hear a muffled "G-go away" from the other side of the door.
I'm not giving up on him that easily. It breaks my heart to hear him like this. I've had a crush on Virgil for 3 years now. He's always so self conscious and I never know why. Like has he ever looked in a mirror!? Of course I've never worked up the courage to tell him that and I probably never will do. Instead of treating him like the prince he is, I always shoot him down with my nicknames and snarky comments. He probably hates me for it...but that's not the issue right now. My darling Virgil is in trouble and I shall save him. I knew he wasn't going to let me in so I decided to put lock picking skills to the test. It worked. I walked into his room and it was dark as I had expected. Surprisingly it was really neat and organised. I walked over to his bed where I found him in a ball crying. I start to rub circles in his back and hug him as hard as I can without hurting him. I whisper sweet nothings in his ear to try and calm him down even more. After a while he stops crying but is still shaking a little. I think he's calmed down enough to tell me what's wrong.
"If you don't mind me asking what was the cause of your anxiety attack?"
He looks up at me debating wether to tell me or not but in the end decides to "This i-is g-going to s-sound really stupid b-but..." he trailed off.
"But???"
"I-I had a n-n-night mare a-and you w-were there. You were b-beating me u-up. Y-you told m-me that I'm a d-disorder and that y-you'll never f-feel t-the same way a-as I d-do y-you-"
He slapped his hand over his mouth and his face went a rather lovely shade of red.
"I-I'm so s-sorry! I g-get i-it if you h-hate m-me now. I-i mean w-who wou-"
I could see him slowly starting to panic again so I did the only thing I could and have been thinking of for a while now...
I kissed him!
I'm still kissing him!
And he's kissing back!
My crush is actually kissing me back. I pull away after running out of oxygen. Curse you oxygen. I felt the need to apologise in case he just felt pressured to kiss me back.
"I apologise Virgil. I don't know what came over me"

*anxiety pov*

Roman kissed me and I kissed back! God that feels so good. I've been bottling up my feelings about him for years and now everything's changed. Unless... well unless he just kissed me to calm me down. Who am I kidding of course that's what happened. After a few short but sweet moments he pulled away.
"I apologise Virgil. I don't know what came over me."
I could see panic in his eyes. Almost as though he was afraid he had upset me.
"I-it's ok Princey. I've u-um actually been w-wanted to do t-that for a while n-now"
His face lit up almost instantly. "You have!? I'm so happy to hear that! You don't know how long I've been wanted to say three simple words to you and I could never do it through fear of rejection."
I smirked. I felt my cheeks heat up. "Those three words being...?"
"I love you..."
As soon as he said those words. The ones I've been wanting to hear ever since I met him my face brightened and I smiled the widest smile you could ever imagine. Like almost Patton sized smiling.
"I love you too Ro"
He cupped my face in his hands "Those things I said in your nightmares aren't true you know. Your so beautiful and perfect. I couldn't ask for anything more"
"S-shut up"
I have an image to up hold and that image is dark and edgy. He's making it very difficult for me right now. He giggled. God he has an adorable laugh.
"Virgil Sanders... will you be my boyfriend?"
"Of course you dork"
He looked at my lips silently asking permission. I nodded my head and leaned in. We were kissing for the second time that day! This one was a lot more passionate though. We broke apart needing air. He had a goofy grin plastered all over his face.
We spent the rest of that day cuddling and watching Disney movies sharing sweet, short kisses while doing so. We're going to have to tell the others soon but for now all it's just me and him.

I guess nightmares aren't always as real as they seem...
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Ahhhhhh my first story is complete! That was 1375 words in total. Please request some story lines and any ships you woulda like to see next. Of course I started out with the simple world that is prinxiety! Anyways hope you have a wonderful day! Bye ~Miya❤️