You Dont Care *

4// HeartBreak

Dani's P.O.V

"Ready Dani?" Lauren asked excitedly sitting in the seat next to me.

"Sure.." I mumbled turning away from her. She gave me odd glares but I ignored. We were on our way to the studio again. I watched as we pulled away from our house.

"Hey Dan? Did you get the moves Made in America? Its been so confusing for me!" Lisa says spinning around in her seat to face me.

I just roll my eyes and grab my headphones, plugging them in. Even though the music wasnt even playing, I didnt want to talk to my sisters. Lisa gave me a sad stare before turning back around. I felt a little guilt but immediately shrugged it off. Why should I feel sorry for someone who has a perfect life?

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"Alright! Made In America. Dani its your turn to record your part." Christina said.

I sighed and walked up to the booth while the song started to play, "And now my life is gettin better-"

I covered my mouth and the screech of my voice. My sisters eyes widened. "What happened to your voice!" Katherine exclaimed.

"I dont know!" I replied as I tried to sing another note, but failed miserably.

"Great! You sound like a freaking toad!" Christina spat angrily.

"Im sorry!" I defended.

"Just go drink some water, while your at it fix your voice! Lauren go into the booth!" she commanded.

Lauren looked at me, but I avoided her gaze and watched her walk into the booth. I sighed as my sisters smiled in satisfactory. Chistina turned to me and gave me a death glare. I got her message and walked over to the water fountain.

I tried singing again, but it didnt work. Im in so much trouble. I walked back to my sisters. "So? How is it?" Amy asked.

"It didnt work." I admitted.

Christina rolled her eyes, "We'll have Lisa sing your part."

"What?" I asked in disbelief.

"You didnt think we'd by pass that voice did you? You need to find out whats wrong with your singing then fix it!"

I felt tears in my eyes, "But-"

"Go ahead Lisa." Christina rudely cut me off.

"Im supposed to be in this song too!" I yelled.

"You are! You just wont have your solo. And your going to lip sync the chorus. You choose now to mess with your voice, this close to the deadline! You've gotta be kidding! I think we've gotten enough footage of you, just sit over there and wait." she said rudely, before walking away.

Tears started streaming, Lauren ran up to me but I pushed her arms away, "Go record your stupid solo!"

I ran out the studio and into the waiting room. Stupid voice! Whats wrong with you! I cried bringing my knees to my chest, first it was the internet and now its my sisters?

My phone beeped, revealing a new notification. I wiped my tears and grabbed my phone. It was a twitter notification. Probably more hate. I opened the app and the name Dylan Sanchez showed up on the screen. Dylan? It was a DM. I opened it and read the message,

D- Dani! Your famous? Wow! I need to know if your okay. Are you?

D- No! Im the absolute opposite! My sisters are stabbing me in the back. They wont even let me in the same room as them!!

D- You at the studio again?

D- Sadly, yep :(

D- Im coming, wait outside, K?

I placed my phone back in my pocket. I walked outside and sat on the steps waiting for Dylan. Eventually he showed up. "Dani!" he called.

I looked up and saw him, "Hi." I said softly. He took a seat next to me. "Crying?" he questioned.

I nodded holding my head down. "Its like they dont even love me."

He gave me a quick hug before pulling away. "No keep hugging me!" I screamed in my head. But in reality I sighed.

"They do love you, its probably this fame thing. Talk to them-"

"No! Anything but that." I cried making him wrap his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

I cried into his shirt, why am I opening up to a complete stranger? I realized what I was doing and scooted a little farther from him. "Thanks.." I said quietly.

He gave me a sad stare, "I want you to be happy."

"So do I! Thats all I've wanted for the past year!" I confessed.

"What about that girl.. dauren?"

I looked up confused, "You mean Lauren?"

He nodded, "Sorry, isnt she supposed to be your spice?"

"No, Im her spice, she's my sugar,,well was." I said sadly.

"Was? You guys looked so close in all those dauren clips I've seen on youtube."

I felt new tears welling up in my eyes, "She is caught in the fame as well. She has changed alot, when Im sad, she used to lay with me, sing me songs and whisper soothing things in my ear.,It,was perfect, just Lauren and I. But now, all she says is 'You'll be fine, trust me' added with a fake smile. She even quit the sugar and spice show, she said Cimorelli was more important than a dumb show. She used to always have my back, she could sense when I was hurt. It was like a Dauren power. We barely even have heart to heart conversations as much, or at all. We used to always go outside late night and just wander around, but now she says, 'Im too tired, we have practice tomorrow.' We went practically everywhere together, now the only place go is here. The studio." I looked up at Dylan and realized I was talking way too much.

"Sorry, I get carried away when I talk about La-"

"DANI!!!" a voice screeched.

Crap.

I spun around and saw.

Lauren. She ran to me, "Why'd you run out?" she asked.

"Wasnt it obvious? My voice cracked, Christina specifically said my solo was gone, my voice is gone, my chance in the spotlight. Gone."

She looked at me with sad eyes, "Aww dont worry Dan, you'll be fine. Trust me."

I looked over at Dylan who nodded in shock. "Is this your boyfriend or something?" Lauren asked.

"No. He's my friend." I answered.

"Oh." she answered staring back to me, "Stay here,alright? Dont run away." was the last thing she said before walking away.

"See, she's changed." I said biting my lip as I began to break down on my knees.

He knelt down beside me, rubbing my back. "Shhh." he said. He sat next to me just hugging me until I calmed down. I wiped away my tears, "I miss my family. My real family. And most of all, the real Lauren."

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A//N: I wanna tell you guys how I got ideas for this chapter, (SAD STORY)

My friends, correction,BESTFRIENDS yelled at me for the way I feel. They kept critisizing me, which really hurt. I had a breakdown in front of them, then ran out the cafeteria crying. I had to go to counseling and all. It was very terrible, they apologized and all but now Im just confused. I mean, sure they apologized but I know they feel some type of way about me. This chapter was dedicated to what happened today. They are my bestfriends and they did that to me all because of my BOYFRIEND! Ughh, why dont they understand that this my life and I make my own desicions? They dont care.