Marry's perspective

The first station Jesus is condemned to death

I'm sitting in my house folding close then my mom came in runing I ask what was going and what's wrong she told me that Jesus got condemned to death. As i heard that new's I felt an empty hole inside. It was like my hart was riped rate out of my chested. I felt tears running down my cheek's my son is going to die i manged to speak I asked my mother why is my son going to die. My mother andserd for he said that hes the son of God and is god hem self but they don't beleaved hem they think hes lying just to become king. I dropd down to the flore and covered my face with my hand's and started to cry. All i thought in my head was how God could alow this to happen but i remembered that my son is God and the son of God he's doing this for a resin. Still felt so sad and did not understand fully on why this had to happen to the son of God to my son Jesus cirst. It said in Nehemiah 8:10 Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength. Remembering that i wont give up my hope for having faith in the lord and trust in the lord is one's grat's strength.