//Krii7y\\ One Shots

TTYL?

(K this is kinda an AU where the bois live in the same country, but still, live pretty far away from each other)

John and I had talked on discord all night before finally, I was so tired I couldn't talk anymore. It was probably 3 in the morning when I told him, 

        "Ok bro, I am really tired. I think I gotta call it a night. Talk to you later?" John looked up from his phone and slowly nodded.

        "Yeah, we are recording golf tomorrow right?" John asked and I felt my heart break a bit. 

        "Oh, uh yeah we are. See you tomorrow." I said as I hung up and began ranting out loud. 

        "Come on Smit. You were supposed to tell him tonight. And once again, you didn't," I threw off my headphones in frustration. "And you are going to play with him tomorrow and still not tell him. You might live your whole without telling him how much his laugh makes your chest seize up, or how you desperately you want to run your fingers through his hair. Because you are a coward Jaren. And you will never tell him your feelings." I huffed onto my bed when I heard a voice coming through my headset.

        "Jaren?" Jon's voice sounded concerned and confused. I looked over at my monitor to see John looking just as concerned and confused as he sounded. Apparently, I hadn't actually hung up, and he had heard my entire pathetic rant. I felt my eyes get hot and tears began to build. 

        "Oh shit. I'm sorry." I said as I actually hung up. He called back, but I just shut down my computer. He tried my phone next, and I just shut that off too. I spent the rest of my night thinking about what happened and finally sobbed myself to sleep. I stayed away from all communication the next day, other than texting Craig that I couldn't record. I couldn't even think about John without tearing up a bit. If I had told him in a better way I could have explained better but instead he just accidentally heard me talk about my fantasies with him and I'm sure he hates me or doesn't want to be anywhere near me. That's when I heard a knock at my door. I looked down at my pajama pants and t-shirt and decided I looked ok enough to answer it. I walked over and pulled it, and saw a disheveled John standing on my doorstep. The second the door opened, John ran inside and hugged me. 

        "I was so worried. You can't just disappear off the face of the earth after something like that! I kept texting to see if you were ok and you hadn't even read them." He pulled out of the hug and sighed, almost as if he had been holding his breath ever since Smii7y hung up on him. 

        "John, how did you get here?" I asked as I took a step back from him, my eyes starting to feel hot again. 

       "I drove." He said like it wasn't a big deal.

        "You drove for 12 hours all the way here? Why?" I asked and my voice cracked a bit. 

        "I told you, I was worried." He said questioningly.

        "No, John, why are you here. Why haven't you deleted my contact and never talked to me again? Why did you drive all the here to see me?" My voiced cracked more and more the longer I talked and my eyes began to fill with tears again. 

        "Jaren, what are you talking about? Look, what you said the other night was... surprising, but it doesn't make me think any less of you. Actually, I-" I cut him off, clearly upset over him trying to spare my feelings. 

        "Look, John, please don't try to make this any easier for me. I have come to the terms of our relationship of strictly platonic if it is even a relationship anymore. And I'm sorry that I-" I was cut off by the sweet taste of watermelon on my lips, clearly residue from John's vape. I widened my eyes as he pulled away slowly. I was speechless and John has the goofiest smile on his face. 

        "You didn't let me finish. I was going to tell you that I had felt the same way. And I didn't drive all the way here to let you down easy. You weren't answering any of my calls, so I couldn't assure you that I don't hate you and that my feelings are mutual." He said as he ran his hand through his hair. I was still in shock, so he chuckled and kissed me again. After we separated again he looked toward his car in my driveway. "Hey I really don't want to drive all the way home right now and I don't have a hotel or anything. Can I stay the night?" He smiled, and I smirked back at him. 

        "Definitely."

(A/N) Ok so I know this chapter is like, really bad and all over the place, and I probably use the "They will hate me if they know how I feel about them" trope too much but whatever. I am severely running out of ideas so this is all I had. Anyway, thanks for reading. As I am writing this, this book has 333 reads which I find really funny but anyway. I have also been entertaining the idea of writing a krii7y book that isn't one-shots but like a real story but once again, no ideas. I might take one of these one-shots and make it a book but idk. Anyway, once again, thank you for reading this chapter, and I hope you have a very good day/night. You are lovely.