I Fell {ON HOLD}

Chapter 3

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Derrick's  pov

I knew she was here.
I knew I would see her. I knew we would eventually meet again no matter how we both try to avoid each other.

I know leaving the way I did was wrong, so wrong but I had to.

Aiden told me she hated me for what I did to her. He said she refused to trust and associate with people, and also said she wanted him never to speak about me in her presence. When he told me I was heart broken 💔.

She was and is still the only girl I'm in love with.
I know its gonna be hard to win her over again but I'm willing to try.

During Aiden's bachelors party I saw her. I was at the second floor's balcony to receive air.

The place  was packed with I and Aiden's friends and girls were beginning to come in looking for boys to screw.

So I came out and that was when I saw her. She hasn't really changed bit her features became more stronger and the smile that was always present on her face back then was gone.  

And I know its because of me...

On the day of the wedding I stayed far away so I wouldn't ruin her day. I even had to persuade Aiden to pick another best man and he understood my point so he did.

She still looked beautiful. Her smile lit up my day and occasionally when she smiles I find myself smiling too.

During the reception I looked  for her but I didn't see her. I began to panic I searched everywhere but I didn't see her.

Where the hell is she??

I went outside  to call Edward my tracker to track her.
I know I'm over reacting but i··i love her.  Yes  I Love HER and I don't want to loose her again. I loved her back then heck!! I even loved her more now and she doesnt even know it.

The phone ringed and he picked as I was about to start talking, I saw a petite figure sitting on the bench at the far end and I immediately recognized her. I can recognize her even in my dream.

Edward was already talking but I cut the call I don't care. I care about her and no one else.

I walked closer to her and quietly. I don't want to scare her.
I was at arm's length and already so close to her when she suddenly turned and her eyes widened and then it was filled with pure rage and hate and yeah something else....  Disgust. 

I Hated that look. Especially coming from someone I love.

It broke me every time I see her in pain but this time knowing your the reason for pain she's is going through  and I regret it.

She asked me a question which was if I wanted something  and I was tongue tied.... I didn't know what to say anymore because I could see her eyes clearly now.
It was filled with emptiness. Her eyes were empty like she had no feelings.
The usual spark that was there was no longer there instead a far away look replaced it.

And I'm the reason.

I came out of my reverie when she harshly pulled her hand away from mine and walked away.

God...... I never knew my leaving would leave a great impact on her. Not even my parents behaved like this when I leave them for months.

I didn't know the value of what I had and now I lost it.
I don't care if you call me selfish but I love her and I'm gonna give life to what I withered..

Soo whose POV should I write in the next chapter??

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