Mila
I stared at the tv, letting my thoughts consume me. I have never been this hurt before and now I see how women felt after things like this, this truly isn't something you would want to be put through.
"Milana" Stokeley shook my lightly making me snap out of it and look up at him.
"It's time to eat" he told me making me nod.
"I'm not hungry so you can put it up" I told him but he wouldn't take no for an answer like an grandma.
"I understand you're in pain mentally and physically right now but you still have to eat" he told me as he picked me up off of the bed.
I sighed and nodded "okay I'll come just put me down" I told him.
He put me down and did a hand motion for me to go out first which I did and went into the kitchen where I seen jurk chicken and rice waiting for us so I took a plate and sat at the table.
"Thank you Stokeley" I told him as I messed with the rice.
"No problem Mila, are you okay?" He asked me making me look up at him.
"Like is there something you need me to change or take care of for you?" He asked me.
I shook my head and looked back down at me food.
"I'm going to be okay that's all that matters" I told him and he shook his head at me.
"I need you to be okay right now, if there is anything you need I promise to take care out and not in no weirdo stuff" he told me making me nod at him.
"Well I appreciate it Stokes but there is no way that I can be okay right now, it's going to take me some time to heal especially being that I got raped and my mother wants to blame it on me like she's did everything that has ever happened to me!" I started calm but ended up yelling.
"I don't understand this! Why can't she just love me and hug me and tell me everything is okay?!" I yelled more to myself as I looked down at my thighs now, crying.
I felt Stokeley take me from my chair and sit me on the couch before he brung my face up by my chin and wiped my tears before hugging.
"Everything is okay, Stokeley is going to take care of you, you'll be okay."
Update
4/7/2019
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