'blood hits the floor
then a body to follow
prescriptions wouldn't save me
it only hurt me daily
I'm sorry for who i leave be hind
I'm sorry i let you down
- love Ashley.'
i write with shaken hands i look to my left seeing my 3 best friends a razor, pills, and a bottle of cold-cock whiskey. in my hand i now hold my razor and a photo of Andy and i, 'oh how i would kill to make you smile Andy I'm sorry Andrew Dennis beirsack' i thinks to my self. we had gotten in to a fight on in the tour and how awful i feel for Christ sake's we live together for nine months out of the year i hate seeing him so mad at me every day i just fucking love him too much and i let my emotions get in front of me how fucking stupid of me i knew i meant nothing to him. with that thought i slit my wrist down the river in too deep 57 pills to finally put me to sleep i put the whiskey bottle to my lips and swallow then close my eyes and lay down on the floor awaiting my death, just before i slip away forever i hear one last thing Andy's voice along with the others then the door to the bathroom opening "ASHLEY NO!" i feel Andy's presence beside me a warm liquid witch I'm going to guess was a tear falling on to me "don't leave me Ashley I'm sorry i love you" Andy says. with my last words i say "i love you to batman" and with that finally closing my eyes in to an eternal sleep forever.
