Painting Pretty Pictures

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by ZAYLIA29

by ZAYLIA29

- I keep getting emotional over scenarios that won't happen
- I do this to myself though. it's my fault.

- I picture our wedding day. And the look you'll give me when i'm walking down the aisle, with the woman who raised me, My Mother
- You look at me and you see your whole world in a person. You don't smirk, You give me a wide smile.
- But you don't just smile with your lips, you smile with your eyes and that's when i know that it's real

- And then i'm back in my room staring into a mirror crying, because it's not real.
- I don't think my heart is capable of accepting this reality

- My heart is so fucking pure when it comes to love
- I Promise, it's genuine
- I'm so afraid that you'll break it All Over Again!

- I can't go through another heartbreak
- But i'm okay with this. i'm okay with Painting Pretty Pictures because i need some sort of fake reality
- Not to put my hopes up
- Just to live through it Once and experience what we COULD have had...

Wrong place? Wrong time?