Have you ever felt like you have already met the love of your life and you lost them? They say first comes your first love, obviously, and then comes the love of your life, and hopefully your last love; so you end up having two chances in the end at finding love. Your first love teaches you how to know what love really feels like, what it implies and the amount of sacrifices that you'd be willing to do, so that when you meet your last love, you'll know right away; but what if you only get one chance and you know you'll never love anyone the way you loved them, what if your first love was the love of your life? How are you supposed to know? Because no matter how much I want to believe it isn't true, no matter how much I hope it isn't, I think that happened to me. I know, ridiculous right? But you tell me, is it really impossible? I'd really like to know.
Maybe love isn't for everybody, but it should be, everybody deserves to be loved in the beginning, but I think it depends on you in the end to believe if you are worthy of it. Am I worthy? I would like to think so.
Why can't we just pick a book we absolutely love and become a part of their world, because the more that I live, the more I believe true love and happy endings only happen in books. Humans are fickle things, social at our worst, because finding love isn't the problem, the problem is not changing your mind after time passes; only the purest hearts don't. And on some very rare occasion, two people who are soulmates find each other, and if they believe they deserve it, they find true love, but that's like one in a billion, or shall I say two.
Going back to my point, if I found and lost the love of my life, what's next? I hope it's not the end, and I plead to be wrong, because I think a life without love, is a very lonely life to live.
Don't give up, because no matter how sad I sound, I haven't.
-Survivor
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A Restless Mind
RandomHere are thoughts from a restless mind. This is the only way I know how to not drown in them. And maybe you will agree, letting me know that I'm not alone. Or maybe no one will, but it gives me peace to know that at least someone knows my thoughts...
