What Should I Do?

Day one

Shelly wakes up in the early morning. She takes her clothes on and goes to the kitchen. Her mom and dad are drinking coffee and read the newspaper. Shelly goes downstairs with her Metallica T-shirt and blue jeans. Her hair is so wavy, blond and frizzy. She puts the eyeliner on her eyes. She looks like a Rockstar. She will be a look-alike, Avril Lavine. She doesn't bruise her hair, she hurries upstairs, goes to the toilet and has to bruise it. She does downstairs again. She sits next to her parents and drinks coffee. She has many thoughts right and left. Maybe nothing. Maybe she does. She eats pancakes beside her parents at 9 o'clock. She watches the clock on the kitchen wall. She is going to make to the bus. Right, two or three minutes. She runs right so fast to the bus stop. She makes it, and she meets her two friends on the bus when it drives. Jessica and Ashton.

"Good morning sunshine," Jessica says to Shelly.

"Yeah, good morning, Jessi," Shelly says. When Ashton asks Shelly "How the hell can I make it at this shit?", "What?", "Yeah, math test, I have a math test tomorrow". Ashton is frustrated by the test, but Jessica interrupts to Ashton, "Well sweetie, you gonna make it".

Of course, they are boyfriend and girlfriend. Shelly is talking to them for how they are going to make their math test tomorrow. Ashton tries, but he feels that he's not going to fail it. He wants to kill himself, but Jessica wants attention and tries to Ashton to have positive energy.

They are stopped right to Kansas High School. They walk right to school. Shelly is starring at Ashton. She has to imagine about him. What a boy. He has long, brown hair, very muscular, of course, a basketball player. Wow, he is so hot. Maybe he is good in bed. You know... Maybe his dick is so huge that it can be very sensible for my vagina. Well, I think I can have S&M with him. Very hard sex that night. A good kisser and maybe he can lick slowly down right to my body. Well, keep dreaming Shelly. It is your best friend's boyfriend. Go and pull yourself together. Find a better one. Maybe better than Ashton. While Shelly keeps dreaming, all her friends are going to the school to meet the first class.

"Good morning class", says the English teacher.

Urgh, Mrs McKeon, Karen McKeon, she is so boring. How can she be so bored? She knows everything from the right and left about how her cats are going. Come on, get a life. In every classroom, 1 hour she talks about her freaking cats. I can kill them whatever I want to, so she can shut up, so her students can be smart of English.

Mrs McKeon says to her class: "Now we are reading Shakespeare", "Today, we are going to read a book of Richard III, and I'm expected that you have to finish read in a few months"

Few months? No, you can't do that! As Shelly thinks. She imagines that she is going to die after reading this fucking book. She has no interest in Shakespeare. Her imagine is to jump out of the window and feel her dead body during her high school depression. Maybe she has to. She is going to die in McKeon's class. 

At 11 o'clock, Shelly meets her two friends again. At lunch. When everybody sits together and eats some toasts with peanut butter and jam. A very nice way to lick the jam and peanut butter.