year 4 | forbidden love

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I just can't understand.

What have I done? Which aspect of me is worst than Pansy's? Why did he choose a cow and dump me so suddenly? Why on earth did I fall in love with that stupid ferret?

Why?

I feel my heart is breaking into pieces and my eyes swell with tears.

I'm stupid - believing a Slytherin would stay with me, marry me like fairytales.

The new couple are holding hands and striding along the corridor and that ferret... As if nothing has happened. The Slytherins are catcalling for them and thinking that they are a perfect match.

Yea, they are really good for each other. They are both stinking.

But no one knows about the relationship between me and him. Our relationship is a secret. We both knew the difficulties to be together. Our friends would be a big problem. My friends hate him while his friends hate me, so to make things better and face our feelings for each other, we started dating secretly.

I really thought that he was the one. He used to be a perfect boyfriend - being a real gentleman, being considerate and giving me surprises all the time and... whatever. Everything isn't real and everything has elapsed.

I think the worst has gone. But it isn't.

'(Y/L/N), what's up? Just broken up with your boyfriend?' Pansy notices me and teases. 'Ha, I forgot, you never have no boyfriend. No boy loves a girl like you, right, Draco?'

I wipe my tears quickly and glare at the couple. I don't expect him to help defense me but I really can't believe that he can say that with his mouth.

'Yea, that's true. She will stay alone until the end of her life.'

Nothing is worse than someone you love insults you. But I muster all my strength before I break into tears and walk to him.

SMACK!

I slap him right across his pointy, pale face, leaving him a red handprint on his handsome face. Then, I run away.

I skip all the lessons, just sitting next to the Black Lake, mumbling to myself and throwing pebbles at the Lake. Suddenly, I hear a familiar voice calls my name.

'(Y/N).'

I spin my head around to see who is there.

No one but Draco Malfoy.

Ignoring him, I pack my stuffs and leave, but I can't. He jerks my bag away with one hand and grabs my shoulder tightly with the other hand.

I struggle to run away from him but he is much stronger than me. Besides, I have no energy after crying and throwing pebbles whole day long. I'm going to shout at him but cut by his lips.

I try my best to get rid of him, punching and kicking him, but they don't work. He kisses me forcefully and pulls me as close as he can. He has never kissed me like this before, every time is so gently while this time, he almost makes my lips bleed.

Finally, he pulls away but doesn't me go. Our lips swell and our face redden because of the kiss.

'(Y/N), my dad has known about our relationship. He forced me to date Pansy.' He pants. 'He was so angry as I dated a (Y/L/N) girl. You know, we are forbidden to fall in love. Our families will never accept our relationship. Sorry for all the things I've done - telling you that I love you, making you love me more, breaking your heart... I'm sorry.

'I hope you can find someone who loves you and you love. Goodbye, (Y/N).'

He gives me back my bag and turns around, walking back to the castle. Looking at his back, I take a deep breath and yell, 'I love you!'

I don't know whether he can hear me or not because he doesn't look back. He is walking to the castle and walking out of my life at the same time, leaving me forever.

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