This is my first BoyxBoy story, so let's not be to harsh. I realized that this is my new passion. My whole life I knew there was something missing, and now that emptiness has been filled. With BoyxBoy stories. Yup. *pops p just like the generic Wattpad author I am*
If I get this chapter to three likes I'll post another one😏
Okay,good luck. Your wig is about to take a world tour. For free.
It wasn't worth it. I knew that months ago, but I still pushed myself to overbearing limits. Little did I know that it was all for nothing. Sure, something came out of it. Death, pain, misery.
Never once did I expect the sacrifices made to accomplish everything was never going to be worth it.
If I could tell my slightly younger self to just give up, I would. I know, that's pretty messed up, but life is messed up and I was stupid to try and change that. I was an idiot to think that people were only monsters because they had been hurt. I was wrong.
I wish I could stop myself three months ago from trying so hard to live happily. I should've run when I had the chance. I know now, that my seventeen year old self would never forgive anyone. I hated myself. I've hated myself for so long. It took this much to realize it, but I guess I know why.
Me being optimistic was stupid. When I think back, I don't understand how someone could be so clueless. Not realize they were being used- used for others self gain.
Lastly, I want to say sorry, since I couldn't warn myself, and change my mistakes. So I'll tell you my story. Maybe you'll learn from mistakes. Or you'll take them as a joke. It's your life. Just trust me. Or don't. That's not my problem. However, The work you put into living won't be worth it in the end. No matter how hard your try, you'll always live with regret. So don't try and ignore that.
I'm Jasper Mccallion. Here's the story I wish I could rewrite. Or erase-maybe even sell. Or would have sold.
I mean, as soon as I'm done here, my stories going to end. Don't judge me either. I deserve it. Not because I've been a horrible person, although some might think differently, but because I deserve peace. I mean, maybe after listening you'll think so too. Or not. Again, not my problem.
Don't forget, I'm only telling you this to prevent messed up lives. I'm just too tired to try and prevent it myself. So share my story. Maybe I can help someone more than I could ever help myself...
Anyway, first let's start four months ago.
