I would wake up in the morning and wait for you to go online. And then I'd realise that our times (since you're halfway across the world) where different so I'd message you immediately.
A simple
"Hi"
Or
"Baby!"
From you makes my rainy day into sunshine just like that. I would wait for hours in the afternoon to see when will you come on and barely sleep at all just to make sure I could talk to you.
Do you know how I hate it when you cry?
Do you know how much I would love you punch the wall when I feel the pain you're in?
You drive me crazy..
I lose myself so fast when it's you..
I hate thinking that you're far from me and I'm not there to protect you.
I remember the day I first talked to you and thought it was another person.
You flirted with me but I knew I was straight and it was a hopeless attempt.
But I was wrong.
I was so wrong.
Then I realised I was kissing you (virtually of course) And then I couldn't get enough of you anymore. I just got hooked right then and there forgetting everything.
My world started to revolve on how you wake up in the morning and my duty to kiss your forehead at night.
You like playing alot right?
I don't, but I enjoy every moment I spend with you no matter how stupid of pathetic I look.
I would also help you with your homework and stuff. Sometimes I feel like. "Aww shit homework! " But then I look back and see your messages. I'll close my eyes and breathe in saying "Do it for Benny, Miles. He needs you. Do it for him." And I'd get the strength to keep fighting for you.
I love it when you squeal or when you raise your hands up to me and say.
"Miles! Carry me!"
Or
"Miles! Don't leave me!"
My heart would melt faster than cold ice on boiling water. I know you're young and this love is probably forbidden.
Nobody would believe us and people would always get in the way. But ignore them, ignore them all.
You're my Bunny. My sweet, loving and possessive (sometimes horny) adorable little Bunny.
And I will always be your Tiger ready to protect you and love you no matter what.
I wonder why you have to cut. And why you feel so insecure. You're my one and only. All the boys and girls together are nothing compared to you. Ignore them, all of them. And listen to me saying how much I love you. Baby. You're my everything.
You're my beautiful angel.
My sweet little baby boy.
My goddess of perfection (even if you don't know it)
You are my first love.
I've never fallen so hard for anyone.
Listen to me baby.
Just listen to me.
Please forgive me for anything stupid I did.
Forgive me for making you wait for a reply when I fall asleep.
I love you baby.
You are my sun and moon.
I love you so much it hurts.
-Forever Yours ♡
Joachim Revendine Miles
