Atmosphere is Deafening

Drowning in a network of bipolar disorder.
Raging veins brought to slaughter.
I should scream but I love the torture.
In this minefield I push the border.

Lost in confusion caught in the maze. 
This matrix life feeds on my pain. 
Icy breath chills my way, frozen, now I decay. 

Teleport me out of here,
Trencedence vibrates in my ear.
Peel back my skin to see within,
Atmosphere is deafening.

Fight, fought, pride then fall, 
Need my dolce's to fake my tall. 
Shallow grave let me in, 
A resting place to hide my sins.

Blood dripping, heart pounding.
Suffocating, now I'm drowning.
Avalanche of fears caught in my throat,
I have words to speak but now I choke. 

Teleport me out of here,
Trencedence vibrates in my ear.
Peel back my skin to see within,
Atmosphere is deafening.

Lure me in temptation sweet. 
I'm all but ready to hit defeat.
Wind me up if you want to play.
Dull the pain for another day. 

Emotions twisted, voices take claim. 
Heart can't speak when mind screams insane.
Pulsing, rushing, hectic race, 
Need a shot of something to slow the pace. 

Teleport me out of here,
Trencedence vibrates in my ear.
Peel back my skin to see within,
Atmosphere is deafening.

Give my everything, I gave it all.
Cut now bleeding I can heal no more. 
Open wounds expose the raw,
Now let me rest here upon the floor.