help
I lost
myself
again.
I remember, when we always laughed, and you always helped me out whenever I was a clumsy shit. We were always laughing. But one day, I just couldn't understand clearly. You were ignoring me. You were cold. Your glares, your "tsks", your push aways. It all pierced my heart. But I knew that I could endure it, because I believe that I'm strong, but as time went fast, I was losing hope for my strength. I could barely even understand you. Even so, I stayed, because I truly liked you.
i'm trying to be
ultra
mega
happy
I couldn't stop crying at night.
I couldn't stop punching the wall.
I was so mad.
and show you my smile
and send you my feelings
but fuck
it is so hard
I was mad because,,
i'll keep my distance
say I love you
when you're
not
listening
It was because I'm still inlove with you.
YOU ARE READING
~ depression vents, quotes and slight art ~
Non-FictionThis is just a book where I can escape reality and cry my feelings out. If you don't seem amused by this, you may go. People are allowed to also vent with me in here, so I won't mind the load of comments I might or might not receive.
