The Wall I Will Build

Never Forgetting

Chapter 1
Riah POV:

As I lay here, and wonder would I ever be happy again? The door bell ring. I remember it's this nigga! I get up and slowly walk to the door. As much as I wish when I open the door that Nathan would be standing there, NOPE! It's lame ass James. He smiles before I even get to fully open the damn door,(oh how thirsty he is)."Wassup Riah! You missed me?" - said James. I rolled my eyes and turned around to walk back to my room. He grab me, "Riah don't do me like this you called me over here remember?" "Yes James!" -Me saying already annoyed. Also in my head yes I remembered but I also remember why I shouldn't have. Nathan and me was no longer together and it hurts I ain't gone lie. But I'd do anything to try and forget him and I was ever a thing. I didn't wanna be one of those girls who was still so deeply in love with a nigga who probably ain't even thinking about her anymore. It's crazy though can you believe me and Nathan was thirsty over each other once before? Me and this nigga had 5 years together I gave everything to that motherfucker. James closes the door and walks to my room. " So have you been thinking bout what we spoke about?" ,he said. "And what's that?" I said."You know what the fuck I'm talking bout, cut the fucking shit Riah I'm tired of you and these games you be tryna play. I told you I'm tryna make you my bitch." he said with a real steady tone. I knew exactly what the fuck this nigga was talking about. HELL NO! I wasn't tryna be with this nigga I just want to fuck him and keep him as entertainment I didn't wanna think about Nathan ass no-more. I had no-more hoes so James bitch ass was the only thirsty one who came to mind. Even when me and Nathan first got together, James use to hit my line and yeah I use to let him come over and suck on my pussy. That nigga mouth was good for something and giving me head was surely it lol. He also loved spending money on me so why not ? Yeah I'm such a trifling bitch! I mean I am from Harlem.

                I lay down and he down there on the edge of the bed taking off his shoes . I get under my covers and I look down at him and just started thinking ugh; he so fucking comfortable if I had any other nigga his wack ass wouldn't even be here. I'm just grilling this nigga like just hurry up fuck me and go like I really don't want your corny ass. I just want some dick. He bring his hyper ass up there where I'm at and get under the cover. First thing he do is grab my thighs. He always said my thighs is his pillows he love how in between them be the warmest part of my body right after my pussy. His hands make they way up to my couch, first thing I do is shut my eyes I picture him really being this nigga Nathan. I'm sorry I couldn't help it in my heart I knew I needed to get over  Nathan. Woooh but baby in my head I was obsessed with that nigga. He use to fuck me so good I'd cum bout 3-4 times before he even bust a nut. I miss sucking on that dick, he was the first dick I actually enjoyed sucking, lmao nah for real though.
One thing I did like about James though, he was like my own personal porn star. Yeah I said it.
Porn Star!! That freaky ass nigga loved when I'd record him feasting on this pussy. Next thing you know that's exactly what happened. Without me even mentioning it he starts kissing on my stomach and making his way down to my clit. As I feel something hard hit my hand bone. It's him tryna pass me my phone . Lmao! Yo it's like he enjoys being my little bitch. So I started recording him, I'm popping this pussy all in his mouth. Grinding my hips up and down. Holding the top of his head with one hand and recording with the other. I wanted that motherfucker to catch every drop of my squirt that was bout to fly out. James is a nasty nigga my eyes was closed but I knew that nigga was looking up right at the camera he was so confident in his head game. How could I blame him though? He did his thing every time. Aight so, after I orgasmed, you know a bitch start twitching and shit after she nut lol. I flip that nigga over. "Lay down", I said . I climb on top slap his dick on my pussy lips and slowly slip it in. All my juice from my pussy drip on his dick soon as the head went in. I started riding that fuck nigga reverse cowgirl style. Oh yeah! My RnB playlist was already playing from my speaker. One thing I knew how to do was ride some dick to RKelly. Yea this nigga body was surely calling on me Lol. This song is my shit! "Fuckkkkkk Riah! Let me put a baby in you."- said James while moaning. Pause. Did this nigga really just say that? Yeah I know what y'all thinking why am I fucking this nigga raw? Listen the nigga pull out game was always A1 so we never really use a condom. I remember when Nathan use to fuck me raw I really ain't give a fuck then. I wanted that nigga baby anyways. I use to love when he'd whisper in my ear "This my pussy! You gone have my baby"! I use to be like, "Yes Daddy give me every lil bastard you want ain't no chop shop around here". Lmao! Especially when we was in missionary. I would wrap my legs behind that nigga back and pull his ass closer cum all up in this pussy daddy. Don't fuckin stop! Ahh man I miss that dick.

           So on, after me and James finish fuckin I let him know I got a client coming through to come get they hair done in the next hour, so he had to step period. Of course here he go with the ballshit. "Riah is you gone finally take me serious, you and this nigga Nathan ain't fuckin with each other no-more. Can I get my chance to prove to you I could be more then what the fuck he was?" - said James. " Listen I don't know what the fuck you chatting about right now but I need to get ready James you got to go! Aight?." - I said while rolling my fuckin eyes. " Aight bet I'm off this!"James said looking real mad. Goodbye nigga tuh. I don't know why these niggas always expect you to allow things to go they fuckin way. Got me fucked up fuck out my face.Wrong bitch. I closed my house door and went on to get ready for this client that was coming. Which was really my bestfriend Tyejay. I damn sure ain't let James know it was Tyejay coming he would of thought he could of stayed. He already knew who Tyejay was. She been my bestie for years. Partner in crime and all that's was my go to bitch period. Tyejay was a fine ass trans in case y'all wanted to know. She was a show stopper, but definitely not a homie hopper. She had niggas drooling at her feet 5'5 ass passed a 9 big ole butt and yea she was natural. As I waited for my bitch to pull up I decided to pour me a glass of wine after my shower. Hmm it was my favorite too Taylor Port baby. Soon as I sat down. BOOP BOOP BOOP! That's my bitch at the door.