The alarm started ringing louder than ever. I was so exhausted. I couldn't stopped thinking about what happened yesterday, the way she looked, the way she behaved, and her name. Emily.
I stood up and went to the bathroom to see if I looked that bad, and the answer was yes.
My hair was a mess, but that wasn't a problem, it was always like that.
I saw my reflection in the mirror and immediately began thinking of how I looked.
I was always complaining about my appearance. I had shoulder length, straight black hair. I was quite tall, about 5'7, but it was always useful for some things in my everyday life, like grabbing food on the highest shelf.
I was wearing simple clothes, such as a white sweater, black skinny jeans and my white Converse. I hated all these shiny and pink clothes with some shit like hearts on it or even more.
I liked my simple look, and I wasn't planning on changing anything in it.
I realized that I had just 30 minutes left so I decided to take a quick shower because I couldn't go to school like that.
After I finished getting ready, I put my bag on and took one of the few fruits left on the counter.
I left, closing the door behind me.
On my way to school, I always listened to some music, because the walk was getting longer and longer.
There was always this one thing that bothered me, I just couldn't stopped thinking about her. And I shouldn't, because it was my teacher. What would people think if they knew I had a crush on a woman older than me?
I couldn't let it slip.
I was daydreaming when I walked into somebody. I didn't even looked who it was, because I didn't care at all.
I just heard a familiar voice saying " Whoa watch out ", and I immediately knew it was her.
So I ignored her, and entered the school.
I walked into the hallway and felt relieved.
I went to my locker, opened it, and then spaced out. My thought were once again dedicated to Emily.
She was stunning.
I could look at any person right in the eyes but her, it was impossible.
When our eyes met, I wasn't feeling good, I just couldn't keep looking at her because her beauty would kill me.
Somebody ran over to me, and hugged me like hell. I knew exactly who it was.
I was Kailey, she was looking happy as always. See her smile could make anyone's day better, especially mine.
" What are you doing? Why are you staring at your locker like a creep? "
I totally spaced out for like an eternity in front on nothing.
" Nothing, I was just thinking if I haven't forgot something. " I said trying not to remember the fact that I was lying to her. To my best friend.
" Don't worry, we don't have many classes today, expect English. "
Oh.
I knew I was forgetting something, and that was it. The English class.
Okay Jess, you can still run
Okay okay, I had to stop it, I wasn't a kid anymore, I had to deal with stuff even if I didn't like it.
The bell finally rang.
Kailey and I went straight to the English class.
To be honest, I don't really care about what would happen because I already told myself that I had to stop this crush and forget Miss Williams.
I entered the class and sat on my usual seat, that was of course in front of the board.
I put my head on my arms and began waiting for the other students to come.
Once everybody was in the class, I felt a hand gently tapping on my head.
When I lifted my head, I met her blue eyes.
I shook my head and sat correctly in my seat, waiting for the hour to end as quickly as it started.
Miss Williams had quite a surprise looked on her face after seeing my weird reaction, but that didn't stop her from continuing her class.
I had to stay concentrated.
BUT HOW COULD I?When I finally realized that this stupid crush had to end, the world has to make everything bad for me.
Like why? Why did I have to look into those beautiful blue eyes of hers.
Why did I have to look at her for the rest on my year.
Damn it.
After the bell rang, I stood up and was starting to leave when of course Miss Williams had to call my name.
" Jessica? Could you come for a minute please? " She said, waiting for me to answer.
" Yeah of course. "
I had to sound normal, not to let her know what was going on.
" I just wanted to remind you that your hours of detention are still on my schedule "
Are you freaking kidding me?
Okay I definitely hate this stupid world." Oh yeah of course, I know " I said, trying to look convincing like hell.
" Good. See you this afternoon then. "
She said, once again looking at me like she knew how I felt about her.I nodded and rushed out of the class as fast as I could.
I'm done. It really wasn't my day.
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Hello again stranger.
I know, I know, you'll say that I don't post regularly, but hey, I used my free time, that I had for my exams, just for you to know a bit more about the story.
So yeeeeah, I would say that we're even.Okay I know, I'm sorry, happy now?
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Miss Williams [ GirlxGirl ] [ TeacherxStudent ]
RomanceJessica Clark, a seventeen year old girl, is a young student that studies English in highschool. She's been through a lot when she was sixteen. Her mother died in a car accident and then her father, still alive, left her alone. Jessica doesn't reall...