Savannah // Michael Clifford

Epilogue 0.3

Savannah

Do you know that moment when everything that you have wanted and dreamed of finally comes true? When everything has finally paid off and life is just right. That's how life is going at the moment. I finally have finally achieved the success that my parents never said I would. Every time I heard that neither my mom nor dad never pushed for my dreams, just for theirs, it was gut wrenching. Well now, I can prove them as wrong as ever. None of the awards or albums I could ever have would even amount to the happiness that I felt, finally getting the results from my doctor.

Twelve weeks seemed to fly by after first finding out about Baby Clifford. Not easily though because I did not say a word to anyone except for Michael. We even waited another couple weeks before saying anything to our family. After the third time of miscarrying after our wedding we got worried that it wasn't an option for me to carry a child. However the doctor provided us with information stating that it wasn't anything that was causing the sudden loss of our children and that we can continue to try after six weeks. And that's exactly what we did when we were given the all clear.

After telling all of our family we then waited just a little while longer to tell everyone around us. And not only were they happy, it was as if everyone wanted this for us. It wasn't a struggle that Michael and I like to discuss with any of our friends but they still were told each time because we were all family and it seemed like they would be extra loving and caring with us both.

Ashton and Amelia had the great experience first hand. Amelia became pregnant around the second time I did, fortunately for her, she was able to go full term and gave birth to an adorable little boy named Eli James Irwin. He gave me baby fever so bad right after being born, which is when the third miscarriage happened. I almost gave up after that but the doctor told us that it would happen and I'm so glad that we listened to her.

Just four short months after telling the whole word, I was now in the last trimester of my pregnancy and trying to work on new music. Michael and the guys had a long break at the moment; mainly because they were growing older and needed the time with their families and wives. We all lived around Los Angeles, not wanting to be a whole continent or even state away from the others, and I was glad because I wanted my little girl to grow up with her 'aunts and uncles' around her and because neither Michael nor I had any siblings, it would be great that she has Eli as a 'cousin'. Amelia and I always would comment after we found out it was a girl, that they would grow up and fall in love. I couldn't blame my child if she did.

Only being a year old, Eli was growing up to be a spitting image of his dad. The curly blonde hair and, too cute for words, dimples were definitely going to cause problems for the boy when he is older.

"Babe, can you come here?" Michael called from inside our dining room. He was currently doing a live stream on Instagram, wanting to interact with the fans as much as he can before our daughter comes. "Yes, sweets?" I asked, coming and doing my best attempt to waddle my way over to the table. I knew he was now recording me because his phone followed my every move. I flipped him off, knowing that I wasn't looking the least bit cute. I had on a pair of maternity shorts and the biggest shirt of Michael's I could find; and even it wasn't giving me much space for this belly. Just two short weeks and she should be here. That was unless she came early. According to the doctor, she could too.

"What do you want, butthead?" I asked again, a smile growing on my lips as I read some of the comments that he had coming up on his screen. His fans had really taken a liking to me in the beginning of our relationship and that never changed after the wedding or even after announcing our pregnancy's. I think it had a lot to do with the fact that we tried to be as real with everyone as we could about our lives. We never gave away everything but we did give updates on things.