I could feel my hands shake as I tried to type on my crappy phone. "W-what have I done.." I thought to myself. "I'm soooo sorry I'm just really confused and ate pressed its really hard for me right now... Please forgive me.. I care about you so much.. I'm just scared of loosing you.." I quickly typed. But then deleted it. "Fine..." I typed instead. I made the person I cared for even more miserable that they probably already were. But.. Maybe they're don't care at all.. Maybe they're happy that I said what I did... Maybe they've hated me is whole time...
It doesn't matter how I feel anymore. I just want everyone else around me to be happy. I'm a selfless person.. But then again... Maybe I'm not the good kind of selfless..
Maybe...maybe leaving is for e best...
