Short Story Series

Short story series: Someone better than you

How did it come to this? Two lovers destined for each other, turns out they weren't really for each other. Why do you play with me fate? He was there for me when I was down, he saved me, and what did I do? I just accused of him of cheating on me without evidence. I don't know what got into me. I hate myself because of this, from the start it was good we were a lovey-dovey couple, those moments were the best time of my life, I miss it.... I felt like nothing could go wrong when you're with me. It all started when I saw you hanging out with a girl, a friend of yours, I felt like so alarmed that maybe I'll lose you too like the rest of them and so starts the pain I caused in our life. I forbid you to see your friends and I especially mentioned that girl and said mean things about her. You protected her but you still followed my orders. I even forbid you to use social media just so you have no way of reaching that girl. All along you were obedient to me and there was a time I asked you why do you follow me even though I'm so demanding "Well it's because I love you and for whatever reason you're more important that my friends" and that reassured me for about some time so I let loose a little and let you see your friends again but this one time I saw you hugging her and I thought you were gonna kiss her. This flung me into anger as I confronted you too and without thinking I slapped the girl and pushed her around until she was on the floor. You stopped me as I resisted and while I did you shouted "Enough! What's your problem?" "My problem is that you've been cheating on me with this girl and you two were hugging and if it weren't for me confronting you, you two would've kissed, I thought you were a better man that this" " wha-- What nonsense! How delusional have you become? Kissing? She whispered that we should surprise you on your birthday with them so they could get to know you better, and hugging yes I admit it but is it wrong to hug you're best friend who's been there for you every since you were a kid" " but that means she's more important to you" "No! You're the one who's important to me!, I obediently followed everything you said and even ignored the fact that you disgraced my friend, I love you! Ain't that enough for you to trust me?" He stopped as he saw me cry as I wipe my tears I ran away as far as I can. How embarrassing, how cruel of me, how unthoughtful of me, why did I become like this. I didn't return to our house after that and I never returned as I can never confront him after what I did. He texts me and calls me every time but I ignore it always. I knew he wouldn't stop looking for me so I called him. "hey! Where are you? Come one love please come home I'm sorry about what I said I promise I'll be obedient I won't cling to my friends" " No its okay you don't have to find me, I'm not coming back....." "Why! Answer me why?" "You don't deserve me, you don't deserve a useless, cruel person like me, you're better off without me" " No! Baby please come back I love you with all my heart please! What about the promises,plans we set up for each other? Love we were gonna make a family you,me and the kids were supposed to travel around the world together, you wanted to do that right? We can still do that so please come back to me"
"I'm sorry" I ended the call and turned my phone off as I was crying so hard I tried to hide it. I booked a ship that was bound for New Zealand, I will build my life against there and hopefully you'll forget about me, I'm sorry love.....

"I Knew how bad my attitude was and how it's obvious that I have a trauma on boys cheating on me, It was my fault for this happening, I know i'm doing him a favor by getting as far away from him, now he just needs to find someone better than me."