William T. Spears x OC

Introduction

Introduction~

Hello my name is Mary. I am a grim reaper and in a committed relationship with William, my upperclassman at work in the dispatch society. We have been together for a long time, though I haven't seen him in a while. I really do hope he is alright. I have had a feeling that this would happen. He is much more than I deserve. If he chose to be with someone else, I understand him, I am not pretty and I'm pretty uptight. But the least he could do was to say goodbye. I wonder if he's probably just busy, but Katherine said that she sees him every Saturday. He may be avoiding me. Heather thinks he is about to pop the question. I doubt that he would I mean, he can do a whole lot better than me. I even think that Grell would be a better choice than me. I still wonder why he chose me. I am nothing and nobody cares. Not even my own cousin, Sebastian. Katherine's fiancé. I really hope it turns out okay. Well away from that subject, Grell seems to be following me around more than usual. He doesn't want to tell me why though. Neither does Katherine. Or Ronald. What did I do? I wonder.... No, I shouldn't think about him now, I have to write this. I-I think I need to see a therapist, I've been so sad these days. I am barely able to focus on my work which has been scaring most people at the dispatch society. I am the female top reaper. I finish my job and all my paperwork, possibly even before they are given to me. That's how quickly I finish. I guess that is the reason William approached me. I doubt that would be enough for him to even look at me. I mean he always notices Grell and yet here I am, in my bedroom, crying because he left. I should probably move on. I guess I could, but how? Hmm, I think I'll try to stop thinking of him. I think that will be harder than I think. I mean my world basically revolved around him when we were together. It still does. At least I know he still exists. I love him so much. I shall not think of him. I had broken all my CDs and threw away all my romance novels. I changed the bedspread and repainted the whole house. I changed the decor in the living room, dining room, kitchen, and game room/lounge. Now it looks different. A lot different. I think it will work.